Work

Work is absolutely beyond boring today. I do not want to be here!! Thankfully I'm only here until 7:15. First time since probably January that I'm not closing


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Best weekend

Had such a fantastic Friday night and Saturday.
Met Sam's family on Friday night which was magical. And then got to Skype with Tori on Saturday about Disney World. It was honestly just such a nice relaxing weekend.


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Tired and hungry

My parents are camping, therefore, there was no food for me to bring to work today and so I had to buy something from the cafeteria at work. Worst pizza I have ever eaten. Every single bite had about 17 onions in it. So now not only am I going to go hungry, I'm still exhausted cause I didn't sleep at all last night

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Work

I don't know how much sleep I got last night. But all I know is I only work at one job today, I have the day off tomorrow, and I get to see you again after work. So already, my day is looking super up and I can't wait.


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So sore

I can't remember exactly when my shoulder started hurting so badly but at work today, my shoulder started absolutely killing me. Luckily I was at that hospital so a doctor told me I could use the hot and cold packs to help make it feel better. I had to switch between the hot and cold throughout the day and it kept it from aching to bad. But even still, there were points were I couldn't even lift the phone up because it hurt so bad.
Then I had to go to Home Depot for work and lord knows that didn't help at all. I spent the evening carrying around tubes filled with cash and coins. Doesn't sound like a lot but when you're holding multiple and your shoulder already hurts so badly, it definitely doesn't help.
By the end of the night, I could barely use my arm to drive cause I could barely lift my arm.
Now I am lying in bed, I've taken an Advil and I have an ice bag on my shoulder. Here's to hoping I don't roll and lay on it in my sleep and make it worse.


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You

It feels so nice to be with someone who actually seems to care about me and respect me. Someone who is interested in my life and what's going on and wants to help me through my struggles.
Every moment I spend with you, I'm smiling.

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Make up

You know what would make today a lot better, buying a crap ton of make up that I don't need!!


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Work

Work has been so busy from the moment I started today. But it's been such a frustrating shift!!
When I first started, I was told everything that needed to get done. And within the hour, I had that whole list of things to do completed. But then as the day went on, these things changed, but no one told me. So when it was done proper, it looked bad on me, even though I had done what I was told from the beginning to do and no one told me different. It's not my fault if people can't tell me if something has changed.
Then every time I ask a question, I get looked at as if I'm an idiot. First of all, I just want to double check and make sure I'm doing the correct thing before I do it wrong and get in trouble for that. And second, it's my job to ask!!

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Hike

I did something today that I haven't done in years, and even when I've gone, never has it been this extreme. Today I went on a hike and I climbed to the top of a mountain! I am so insanely proud of myself even though it's tough to feel proud now cause words can't describe how incredibly sore I am. But I did it! I made it all the way to the top.

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Disney!!!

Purchased my Disney World pass and Memory maker for our trip!!!!! Can't believe it's so incredibly soon until we go!!! I feel like I can officially start packing!!!

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One more month

Holy smokes!!! In exactly one month, at this time exactly, I will be taking off from the runway and on my way to Toronto to get my great great great friend tori and then we are off to Disney World for 10 days!!!! So freaking excited


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Universal

Universal pass has been purchased!!!

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Awesome

Apparently my manager wants to talk to me!! Awesome!! Not looking forward to this at all! I'm already ready to walk out of here! Let's see how this bullshit goes.


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Upset

It really upsets me that everywhere that I am trying so hard to prove myself, every time I show that I am trying and I know what I am doing, I get stomped down by everyone and I look like I can't do anything.
I want to be here. I am trying so hard to do my best because I enjoy my job. I just wish someone would see that I am trying. That I have worked so hard to be here and despite what some people may say, I deserve to be here.

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I'm up

Ok, ok, I'm up!! Last day of work and then, like I said in my last blog, 2 days off!! 2 days off which I am going to spend with some awesome people.


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Today

Today was crazy!! I was good but crazy and exhausting!! 100% ready for bed. I have one day ahead of me of working at both of my jobs and then, glory to God on the highest! I have 2 days off! I honestly can't remember the last time I had 2 days off!
Not only do I have 2 days off, but I get to spend them with some incredible people! Just got to push myself through a very tiring day tomorrow and I can smile.


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:)

Words can't describe what I am feeling right now!! All I can say is, I am beyond happy.


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One more day

This has been such a long week!! 4 shifts at the hospital and 2 shifts at Home Depot! But it's finally over!
I mean, I go back next week, but I'm very looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow, kicking back with some Disney flicks, and hanging out with an awesome person.
One more shift to go


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Today

After an extremely long day at the hospital, drove my sister home and got to take a nap with my pup before heading to job number 2.
After the stupid day I had at the hospital, I feel a lot better and even quite rested. Amazing what an hour nap can do


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Upset

I slept good last night but right now I just feel so tired.
Why is it that one person can drag you down so far when you felt as if you were doing so well.
I know I'm doing well! But I'm still learning! I'm sick of being made to look stupid in front of everyone, I'm sick of being treated like I can't do anything right ever by people.
It's all exhausting and making just want to be done


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Half way there

Half way through this brutal week
Looking forward to, of course, my one and only day off after it. But, none the less, still looking forward to the one day I get to sleep in and relax

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Almost

Almost half way through my crazy week!! And then I only work 2 early shifts next week!!! Most relaxing week I've had in a while it feels like


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You

It's 5:19 am and all I want to do is see what you are doing.
I'm 99% sure that you are probably sleeping. But I still want to talk to you

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Smiles

I just feel like smiling so much

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Can't wait

It's been a while since I've been this excited just to hang out with someone after work!!


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Such a good morning

Love waking up the the rain falling down outside, but being all warm and cozy in my bed with my little pup sleeping next to me.

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Whoops

I was suppose to pack today, I didn't
I was suppose to edit videos today, I didn't
I was suppose to film today, I didn't

But at the moment, I don't care cause I am so extremely happy

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Smoothie

Vanilla yogurt
Mango juice
Strawberries
Banana
Kale
Broccoli
Hemp seeds


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Wow thanks

It's nice to see how very very little I mean to people I thought were my friends.


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Resort

I have officially paid off my resort and dining plan for Disney World!! Only 45 more days until I go!!!!

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Best dessert ever

Today's leftover smoothie is tomorrow frozen yogurt!!


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Sleepy

So sleepy!! I fell asleep as soon as I got to bed last night. Yet I had such a shitty sleep!!
Almost half way through these crazy few days!! Oh yeah, then only one day off before I do it all again!!
But at least I'm really looking forward to Saturday !!!


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Love my job

I love my job! I actually don't hate waking up in the morning to go there.
However, I hate going from the job I love to the job I absolutely can not stand. I seriously can't wait until I only have one job in my life. It'll take so much stress out of my life.


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Things

I don't know where things are going to go with this. But all I know is that for the first time in over a year, I'm feeling excited about this and I actually look forward to each moment with you.


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Uploading

My new video will be up on YouTube in a little bit!! Stay tuned.
But I'm going to nap first.

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"Healthy"

I want to try making and drinking protein shakes in the morning before I go for a run!! So today at the grocery store, I bought a ton of different things I can use to make yummy but healthy shakes and smoothies

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Sleep

Heading to bed early tonight with some melatonin since I feel like I've barely slept at all in the last few days! So much has happened this weekend it's been crazy!

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Disney Advice

Finally got some videos up for my Disney Advice series!!!

More to come, I promise