Annoyed

I hate this feeling of always being annoyed and getting hurt by everyone around me
Annoyed that no one can ever answer my texts or messages
Hurt that you don't care about me feelings at all
It's really starting to bug me that it's been how long and you can't text me or anything to ask what's going on in my life or ask if I want to hang out
Maybe I'm to nice
Maybe once and a while, I need to actually get mad at people
Or else they will all continue doing this shit to me
Because God forbid I have feelings

Family

I'm having so much fun with my family !!!!
Got rained out of Hollywood Studios on Monday but still made it on all the rides
Saw a few shows including the AMAZING Fantasmic!
Yesterday, we went to Magic Kingdom
Didn't rain as much but it did rain a lot off and on all day
Went on Space Mountain 4 times, Splash 2 times, Thunder mountain 3 times!!!
So much fun though !!!!!
Had to work today though so I went to Epcot with my mom and dad beforehand
Looking forward to tomorrow!
Meeting them there at Epcot when I get off work !!

Issac

As much as everyone wants there to be a hurricane here, I really don't
Which is weird, usually I'd be the first one to be like, YEAH HURRICANE ISSAC!!
My family is here and I'm really looking forward to spending the whole day with them at Hollywood Studios
So Hurricane Issac, do me a favour, and hit next week or something?

Family

Got to surprise my family by showing up at the resort on Saturday when they thought I was working
Surprise didn't work out exactly how I planned, but mom and dad were still shocked and excited to see me there.
Went to Downtown Disney with them for dinner and got to sleep in an actual soft and comfy bed for the first time in over 2 months
Yesterday, I had to work at 2:30, but I got to go to Animal Kingdom with the Fam Jam in the morning
Made it on a bunch of rides but had to leave for work
I slept in my own apartment last night, and I'm going to Hollywood Studios today with them!
So freaking excited and happy !!

Sillyness

=(

Happy

Personally, I'm happy for Avril and Chad
If they love each other, that's what matters

Oh Adam

Adam: I'm so sorry, If it makes you feel any better, I only have one sock on

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->TODAY!!!!

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->17 Days

Adam Arrives

-->37 Days

Family

Been exactly 82 days since I've seen my big sis, my little bro and my parents!!!
So freaking excited to see them all today!!
Even more excited that the only person who knows I'll be at the resort waiting is Tay!!

Tink and Perry

How cute is this????

To do

So much to do today in order to get ready to meet up with the Fam Jam !!!

• Change Bed sheets
• Wash bed sheets
• Make bed
• Pack backpack
• Get presents ready
• Shave
• Shower
• Journal

Thank Goodness I don't have to head over to the bus stop till around 4

Super excited !!! Parents and brother think I'm working till 9 tonight

Little do they know I will be there at the resort when they arrive!

Horrible

That horrible feeling you get when it's been over 7 hours since your drunk boyfriend passed out while talking on the phone and he still hasn't texted or called or anything
Getting honestly so worried about him
Adam, please text me ASAP

ADO

ADO for the 31st still has not been approved !!
Stressing me out a tad !!

The Apparition

I wants to see this

Sleep

Had such a good sleep last night!!!!
In a good mood!!!
Time to get up and get going with the day!!!
WEEEEEEEE

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->1 Day

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->18 Days

Adam Arrives

-->38 Days

Famiy

Super excited to see my family tomorrow!!!!
I'm sad that I have nothing for my sister
=(
Maybe I'll go to work early, look around Mouse Gear for something for her
Best thing about working at Epcot, I can do that
When I worked at Sobeys, couldn't get someone a present there

Whoops

Texting Adam in the morning before he heads to work
fell asleep, dropped my phone
When I woke up had to get Fern to call it for me cause I couldn't find it anywhere

Tayler

Tayler: This is what I'm going to do when I see you Saturday!

I love you sis!! I miss you so much and can't wait to see you

Disney Rage

Awkward

That awkward moment when a woman whips out her boob and starts breast feeding her kid in the middle of the store

Oh Spiderman

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->3 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->20 Days

Adam Arrives

-->40 Days

Work

My shift went by so quick today
It was so great !!!!
Only 2 more shifts left before my family arrives!!!

Canada Merch

You know we are over staffed when there are 2 people at the same position all day

Full House

And now I'm watching Full House !!!!!

Pool

Went and sat by the pool
Put my feet in and just sat there
It was nice
Quiet and relaxing

8 Simple Rules

I have finished watching every episode of 8 Simple Rules that included John Ritter.
The next episode is where is passes.
I'm not sure if I want to watch it
=(

Fireworks

This is me making fireworks!

Hungry

I'm hungry and have no food ....
Wait a minute!!
YES I DO
=D

Oh Spiderman

Wizards of Waverly Place

Dear Wizards of Waverly place,
Srop ripping off Harry Potter !!!

Wal-Mart Bus

Thank you for the people who helped me on the Wal-Mart bus when I dropped my things
F YOU to the people who took up 4 seats for 1 person!!!!

Lean on Me

I wonder if the writer of "Lean on Me" knew that the song would become the official song of graduations

Shark Awareness

For every human killed by a shark, two million sharks are killed by humans. Please help. Educate and spread awareness to everyone you know. We need our sharks..we need our oceans.

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->4 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->21 Days

Adam Arrives

-->41 Days

Food

Finally heading to Wal-Mart today to get some food !!!
Stop starving myself with popcorn and pop tarts!!

Silly Lilo

The truth

Please know, I love you so much
You are always in my heart
Yes, there will be times I make mistakes
But falling in love with you wasn't a mistake
It was suppose to happen and I will never stop loving you

Child Size

Love the fact that my Phineas and Ferb shirt is child size XL
Not even XXL !!
I'm an XL child !!!

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->5 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->22 Days

Adam Arrives

-->42 Days

Chores

Time to get some chores and whatnot done before I head to work!

Roommates

Hooray for roommates who clean the entire kitchen so good that it makes me happy to come home!!
Hooray for roommates who offer to do some of my laundry cause their load isn't full enough!!
These are the kinds of people I want to live with!

Sci-Fi Din in

Sci-Fi Din In

With Sammy, Sam and Amanda!

Day off

Finally at day 6 of 6 of work!
Went by a lot faster then I thought it would and tomorrow
I plan on going to Wal-Mart, maybe doing some chores around the house
Then for the first time since I've been here, relaxing by the pool!!!
Should be a good day!
I very much look forward to it!

Monty Python

Oh my goodness!!!

I remember watching this with Kate and dying laughing the whole time!!

Disney

Dream

Had the weirdest dream about a vampire who was about to marry a human girl
But he didn't want her to marry him so he tried this ritual that would turn him into a human
Then Garfield (yes the cartoon cat) was invited to the wedding
But another cat was jealous and got in a fight with Garfield and distorted the wedding
Where the heck did that all come from?!?!?!?!?

Weird Week

My work week is very weird
Working 6 days
1 day off
3 days working
1 day off
1 day working
2 days off
Then I'm back to my normal schedule

Countdown

Family Arrives
-->7 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->24 Days

Adam Arrives

-->44 Days

Sleep

Waking up still so tired
Head hurting
Thinking about going back to sleep for a little longer
I don't have to leave for work till 1:30
So yeah !
PEACE

Post 2

This is what happens when Mat is stuck at Post 2 for 2 and a half hours!

Poem

Living so far away
Looking up to the sky
Gaze falls under the moon
Wishing we were in each others arms

Poem Adam wrote me <3

Countdown

Family Arrives
-->8 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->25 Days

Adam Arrives

-->45 Days

8 Simple Rules

Paul: Rory, why are you up?
Rory: I can't sleep, I'm just so worried, Bridget isn't home and it's passed her curfew

OH MY GOSH !! I LOVE THIS SHOW !!

Love

I can not even begin to describe to you how much you mean to me
How happy you make me when I'm down and upset
How easily you can put a smile on my face

Sleepy Boy

Adam fell asleep while on Skype...
How cute <3

BABY

Baby Armadillo !!!

So cute !!!

I want one! I would name him Fifa!

Term

I'm sorry, but if you don't want to be here, then don't be here!
There are so many people who want this so bad and it pisses me off to see people on the waiting list who want this so bad and then people like you get offered the job first
People who are mad and unfriendly their whole shift!
People who call in sick every other day!
People who ask to go home early everyday!
If you don't want to be here, then don't!
So many well deserving people are waiting to take your place

Hurt

There's a bug difference between pissing me off and hurting me
You can piss me off as many times as possible and in the end we can just laugh about it in the end
Hurting me ... that's different
That's why I don't mind when we piss each other off a little
Cause I know you'll never ever hurt me

Throw in's

I'm sick of people bitching to me that I didn't go to the throw-in!
You know what? I probably would go if someone would invite me!
If someone texted me saying, hey are you going to the throw in? Want to meet up and walk over together?
But no! No one did, so I did not go! I don't want to walk alone, but thanks

Now or Never

Coz I'll be alright all I need is a sign
It's a long road
But I'm hoping things would just get better
Well I need to find
With everything on the line
I got to make a change
It's now or never

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->9 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->26 Days

Adam Arrives

-->46 Days

Saw

In the mood for a Saw marathon

But I left them all at home 

=(

Tickles

Adam just admitted he misses when I tickle him!!
This means I win!!

Roommate

Finally got a new roommate!
Suzanne from Norway

Excellent !

Done

I'm done try to be fucking included with you
If you want to hang out, text me
I'm sick of wanting to hang out with you and I feel like you want nothing to do with me

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->10 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->27 Days

Adam Arrives

-->47 Days

Hamburger Helper

Making some Hamburger helper for din din tonight!

Dinner

I can not decide what to make myself for dinner tonight
I really want chicken
But I have have hamburger helper theta requires milk, and my milk is going to go bad in a few days, so that is the more logical answer
But then I have to wait for my hamburger to defrost
decisions decisions

Rain

I've had enough of the rain!
Florida, this is quite enough and it is time to cut it out and stop!

Leftovers

Mmmm leftovers !!!

Restaurants

I personally hate it when at restaurants if you want something wrapped up, they bring you a container and you have to do it yourself!! I always do such a shitty job of it and it gets my hands all gross! You're lucky I only paid like 8 bucks for this food or else I'd be pissed

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->11 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->28 Days

Adam Arrives

-->48 Days

Lazy

Too lazy to do anything right now !!
Thank gosh I have left overs and don't need to actually cook anything

When I'm drunk

Food

Weird...
All I ate today was a soft pretzel at Universal
and maybe a quarter of my dinner
and yet not hungry at all
Something happened to my stomach
Who stole it?

Laugh Attack

Bill: My mother once told the story of how I was conceived

Universal Studios

Finally got to go to Universal Studios!!! 

Bill and Heather took me!!!

Had so much fun and can not wait to go again!!!

Damn volleyball

Damn this Volleyball court !!!

Every time I see it in the morning, I think it's snow and I freak out going

"WHY IS THERE FUCKING SNOW IN FLORIDA?!?!"

To Do

My to do list for my days off

• Clean room
• Clean and organize closet and dresser 
• Laundry
• Garbages
• Clean Kitchen
• Clean Bathroom
• Mail
• Make Bed
• Journal

Haha score !! Looks like Tuesday I'll be sitting around doing nothing!

In other words, sun please be out, cause I think it may be tanning time!

Disney Bags

Only here would I use a Disney plastic bag for a trash bag

Countdown

Family Arrives

-->12 Days

Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour

-->29 Days

Adam Arrives

-->49 Days

Stop it

Time to get off the computer and get to work cleaning and getting my to do list done
Hard to f ing do when I'm in my jammies and room mate brings friends over!
Makes me feel so great when I can't even walk around my own apartment

Sims

I forgot how much I love Sims !!!!!!!

Not Good Enough

You make me feel like now that you have made more friends, I'm not good enough for you. When was the last time you texted me and asked if I wanted to hang out? When was the last time when I texted you to hang out, we actually went and did something? Now I'm starting to feel even more neglected because places we were planning to go together, you're now making with someone else. Which upsets me because you're going places I need to go, like the mall, and taking someone who doesn't need to go.

Lullaby

I still get goosebumps every time I listen to Lullaby by Nickelback
Such an amazing concert !!!!!!!!

Gluten

Heather: I want a sandwich! But sandwiches have bread!

To do

My to do list for my days off

• Clean room
• Clean and organize closet and dresser 
• Laundry
• Garbages
• Clean Kitchen
• Clean Bathroom
• Mail
• Make Bed
• Journal

Countdown

Family Arrives
-->13 Days
Backstage Haunted Mansion Tour
-->30 Days
Adam Arrives
-->50 Days

Happy Birthday Briana

Had so much fun at Briana's Birthday party last night!!!
Thanks for inviting me!!!
Beer pong (minus the beer), flip cup and a giant cupcake fight!!!

The Haunted Mansion

Happy anniversary to Haunted Mansion, which opened the gates to its ghoulish grounds on this day in 1969!

Oh Heather

*Over text*
Heather: What are you doing?
Me: Laying in bed. I work at 3 and I'm sick so I'm trying to feel better before work
Heather: Oh you're sick?
Me: Yeah I have a cold
Heather: Oh no *huggles*
Me: NO! Don't hug me! I don't want to get you sick!
Heather: Oh ok, sorry *jumps away*

Letter

Apparently there's a letter coming for me in the mail ... ?

Oh Snap

BC

Guys should have birth control too!

The Haunted Mansion

On September 11th, I get to go on a backstage tour of The Haunted Mansion !!!!

I'm so excited !! We have to be there at 6:30 in the morning cause we have to go before the park opens!!

It's going to be so cool and I can not wait

51 Days

Flights are booked
Resort is booked
Dining Plan is booked
Only 51 more days until Adam is here in Walt Disney World with me !!!!

Meds

The best cure for a cold is a good night sleep

Feeling Better

Actually got a great night sleep
Woke up feeling a lot better
Still not feeling 100% and could use a little down time after work but that's fine
Even though I don't have tomorrow off, I get to sleep in and I'm looking forward to that
Hopefully I'll be feeling way better by Monday!

So Sick

Me

Soo sick !!

Head pounding

Nose running

Coughing

So tired

Cute

New Shirt

AWESOME PHINEAS AND FERB SHIRT !!!!!!!

Awesome ADO

I had such a fun day with Aimee at Magic Kingdom today!

After having such a sad time there yesterday, it was so nice to go out and just have a great time!

We ate so much junk food !! Explored Tom Sawyer's Island !!

It was just the most amazing time!

I'm so happy for work giving me the day off. I really needed it and I'm so thankful for it!

And I love Aimee for coming with me to Magic Kingdom!

Fantasyland

ADO

Was getting ready for work and they call me
Ask if I want the day off!!!! Back to bed for 2 hours !!!!!
Now what the heck am I going to do with myself today??

Big Ben?

That moment when Adam said Uncle Ben instead of Big Ben

Space Mountain

At least I got to ride Space Mountain today!!!
That made my day a bit better after my slight break down

Upset

I guess bottling up my loneliness isn't the best idea
Tried to keep it in and have a good day at Magic Kingdom
All came out when I got a little chocolate on my shirt and a top I really wanted wasn't in my size

So Lonely

Honestly, I love you to death but you make me feel so lonely all the time
All I want to do is spend time with you
And I feel like I'm nothing to you anymore
We barely talk
Everything and everyone comes before me
It just makes me feel so lonely
I'm in this amazing place having such an amazing experience
And as much as I wish you would share it with me, you don't seem to want too

SAW

Jigsaw: "Most people are so ungrateful to be alive. But not you. Not anymore... GAME OVER!" 

Swan and Dolphin

I discovered yesterday just how terrible service is at the Swan and Dolphin !! (not a dolphin)
You can really tell what's Disney service and what's not

Backstage

Same cast member that scared the crap out of Mat yesterday, was there when we got off the ride
Being the nice guy he was, he took us backstage and let us go on the ride again without having to wait in any line !!!!!!!
BEST NIGHT EVER!!!!!!

Fantasmic

Went to see fantastic last night
But because it was ranging so hard it was cancelled
So instead they showed us a little show they do when it closes !! AWESOME !

So Hard

I haven't seen you in 2 months, and it's going to be 2 more months till I get to see you
When I do get to see you, I'll see you for a week
Then I won't see you again for another 8 months
Sometimes it gets so hard

Magic Kingdom

Magic Kingdom today!
Just need to get ready and go lol

Kitchen

Cleaned the kitchen before I left for Hollywood Studios!
And now it's a mess again

Cast Members

Watching a Cast Member scare the heck out of Mat on Tower of Terror: Priceless!

Rides

Tower of Terror times 4
Rock n' Roller Coaster time 3
FUN FUN FUN FUN NIGHT

Ice Cream

Couldn't have said it better myself !

Time

One more hour till I head off to Hollywood Studios !

Movies

The Hunger Games
The Lorax
The Tigger Movie
The Rescuers
The Rescuers Down Under

SOOOOOOO many good movies coming out!

Magic Kingdom

Here's the deal
I really want to go to Magic Kingdom tomorrow!
But I would rather go with someone then all alone
I will probably end up going alone if no one will come with me

Food

Super hungry and want to make some food
Pot I need is in the dishwasher
BALLS!

Hooray!!!

55 More days until you're here 

=) <3

Kitchen

Cleaned the kitchen up
only to notice that room mate left dishes and stuff everywhere
Well that clean apartment lasted a grant total of 5 seconds

iPads

Dear people who use iPads as cameras and block my view of things
I hope you drop it!

As of Yesterday

2 Months down !

10 to Go !

Everything has been great that last month!

Spending a lot of time at work and have learned that I can go to the parks on my own!

Plus back home, my cousin had her baby!

Story of my Life