Midnight

An hour and a half till midnight! Do anything now that you can say, oh well, forget about it, it was a whole year ago

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Uggs

If the snow could go away so I can wear my new shoes, that would be awesome!

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Agenda

Packing away another day planner! This puppy lasted me 2 years and was with me for 6 months of my year in Florida. This one saw a lot with me! So lame that I'm making a blog for my agenda but these things are actually very important to me!


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Andy

UGHHH !!! Why does everything from everywhere remind me of you!!!!


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Cold sore

I think the fact that I got a cold sore on my lip the day before New Years is a sign that I am doomed to be alone


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New Years

I can't believe tomorrow is New Years Eve
Dear 2014, get the fuck out!
So done with you!
Absolutely the worst year of my life.
Yes it had some good times. But almost every good time was met with an even shitter time.


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Stuck

I'm sick of this feeling. The feeling that I'm stuck. Stuck in a life where I'll never be truly happy.


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The Office

Is it lame how excited I am watching The Office?


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Farwell

Can't wait to see what's going to happen!


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The Office

Moving on to season 9!!!
I can finally see and know how it ends!


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New goal

My new goal is to finish my Office marathon before I go back to school!
I'm on the last disc of season 8! So doing good!


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Cookies

I NEED MORE SHORT BREAD COOKIES!!!!


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Varage Sale

Seriously getting sick of certain people on Varage Sale who don't show up to pick something up and then at 10:30 at night, tell me they won't be able to make it! No shit Sherlock! Thanks for the warning! Not like I was waiting or anything!

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Office quote

Dwight: attention everyone! The car has arrived! Seats have been assigned. Shotgun goes to Ryan! Congratulations Ryan!

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School

10 more days till I start school!!

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Scrapbooking

Didn't draw any blood! But I got some serious battle wounds from using an exacto knife while scrapbooking!

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Receipt

Finally going through and organizing my holiday receipts !


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Swag

So much swag!


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The Office

I own them all! Season 1-9 of The Office!!!


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Happy

I miss the feeling of being happy
No matter what I do, I'm still always sad on the inside


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Present

Got some amazing gifts this year! But the best was my parents paying my entire tuition for school! Thanks mom! Thanks dad!


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Books

My books came in for school!
Less then 2 weeks now and I'll be a full time student again!


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Today

Spending the day at my parents house! Excited to spend some time with my bro and parents!
But also a little looking forward to going home and organizing all my new things lol :)


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Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all my readers!
I hope you're having a magical holiday season!


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So?

Hair and make up from this morning
Then after 17 hours of wear!





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Me!

Today is a true test of my hair spray and make up primer! I have 9 hours of work, then countless hours of family Christmas time! Will my hair and make up last all day? Let's find out together!


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Christmas Eve

Lots of people will celebrate tomorrow, but for me, Christmas Eve is one of my favourite days of the year! I spend December trying to find great gifts to give family and today is when I get to watch them open them! I love spending Christmas with my family!
I have to work today, but after work, my Christmas holiday can begin!

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2 weeks

2 more weeks and I'll be a student again !

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Christmas

Merry Christmas Eve!!!

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Christmas baking

Christmas cookies!


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You

You're a coward. You're a selfish coward who literally only ever cared about yourself. Then you turned over and I discovered not only are you this, you're immature. You can't make a simple choice for yourself. You can't grow up and see what you've done because all you care about is yourself. Why did I ever think you could be something different?


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Season 7

Finished season 7 of the office!
Don't have season 8 or 9
...now what?


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School

School! Hurry up! I need a distraction!

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Michael Scott

Goodbye Michael! Saddest episode of The Office ever!

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Day

Can I just please go one single day of my life without being sad?
Is that to much to ask?
Why is it I'm the one who gets hurts all the time, but everyone else just goes on with their lives. Clearly karma isn't a thing cause people would be hurting bad. But no, I get back stabbed, beat up, left emotional broken, and I'm the one who cries myself to sleep almost every night


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Why?

Why does it still hurt so bad? Why is it like you don't care about me at all and I can't stop caring? I wish time travel was a fucking thing!


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:)

That feeling of actually getting a decent sleep :)


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Me

I have lived my life pleasing everyone around me. I have never taken a moment to look in the mirror and see who is the most important person. I am done being treated like shit from people. I have already removed negative people from my life but I need to take it one step further. I have been hurt so many times by people I thought I could trust. People I thought loved me. I'm done. I still know it's going to be hard for me to actually stand up for myself cause I've never been able to do it. But I'm going to try! I'm sick of almost everyone in my life bullying me and putting me down like I mean nothing. I have done nothing to deserve this from the people who are my family. I've always wanted to be the person people can turn to when they are sad, but no more. Being this kind of person just makes people use me. They use me and leave and I'm done with that. The friends I have in my life are my true friends. I will no longer allow negative people in my life who do nothing but bully me and bring me down. Even if that means certain family members I will no longer see, I don't care. I tried. I really really tried and I will no longer be that person who sits by and let's people hurt me just so I don't hurt anyone else. I have been hurt enough. I wish I could go back in time and stand up for myself in situations so I don't have to feel like this on a daily basis. But I can't. But I have to start at some point. And I don't know why but this morning was my breaking point. I'm done being a nice girl to everyone I meet. I am done being a push over. I need to learn to make myself happy again! I used to be and thanks to people treating me like shit, I no longer remember what that feels like.


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Sad

No sleep last night. Got up and saw something. Didn't think things like this would still get to me. But they do.
Fuck! Why is this so hard?

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Painting

Had a really shitty day!
Thank goodness I got some painting in! Literally the only thing these days that can take my mind off all this shit and make me smile.

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School

Go from 30 hours a week to 7...
Hooray for school!


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Done

I'm sick of trying and getting my hopes up and being disappointed


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Sleep

This is me so cozy in bed and I do not want to get up! But I have so much stuff to do it's not even funny!


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Good night

The worst part about getting home late after a fun night out, is remembering I still have make up on and need to wash that and 8 hours of Home Depot off my face


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Countdown

64 More days till I go to Beauty and the Beast :)


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My day

I feel like I had a very productive (but expensive) day!
Ordered by books for school!
Finished 3 pieces I was working on for gifts
And went (and hopefully finished) my Christmas shopping!
I have 2 more pieces to finish before Christmas! Looking forward to my next day off when I can!


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Presents

Got 3 out of 6 Christmas presents I'm making finished!!

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Books

Just ordered all my books for school!

School

Being as excited as I am to be going back to school, it really upsets me when members of my own family look at me and say, really? that's what you want to do?
Umm? Thanks? Yes, I wouldn't say being a unit clerk is my "dream job" but it is a really great career to have, being in health care, there will always be jobs because people are always going to be sick. I've grown up and I know I would rather be in a field where I have a guaranteed job, good money an hour, and health insurance, then have my dream job but not being able to afford things.
I am so excited to finally be going back to school! I am really looking forward to my classes and I think I am going to enjoy this and be good at it!
I can take people who don't know me saying things like that. But from my family, who is suppose to support me? No, that's just not right!

Once upon a Time

Finally all caught up on Once Upon a Time! Today's episode broke my heart!

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Tonight

Just doing some late night painting! Catching up on Once Upon A Time


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Paintings

So many paintings to finish before Christmas! And almost no time to do it!
This next week is going to be crazy

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Make up

So I had to do my make up in the morning before work and then wear it all day at work and then go to the Christmas party! And I can't believe now at night when I'm home and off to bed, it still looks so good!





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Christmas party

Such a fun time at The Home Depot Christmas party tonight! So happy I decided to go! Learned kinda how to play poker! So much fun!


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Today

I feel like I have very fancy hair and make up for work today! But I'm going straight from work to my work Christmas party! If only I was allowed to wear my maxi skirt at work so I didn't have to change too! Though those would really clash with my steal toe boots!


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Adorable

Just a little baby sized sample from sephora! So cute!


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Sephora

Received my first online purchase from Sephora! Already want to make another purchase!

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Yep

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Package

Hooray!! My package from Sephora has arrived!!


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Today

Today is a painting and Once Upon a Time kinda day!

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School

I know I have posted about this ten thousand billion times, but I am SOOOOO excited to go back to school !!!! I love this feeling that I am growing up and I'm going to get myself a real education and a real job! I am so excited to be back in a classroom!! Excited to meet new people!! Less then a month till I go back!!

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Work

I was having a wonderful day at work! It's my Friday, looking forward to my weekend! We close at 8 and a couple came in (with their very loud children) at 7:58 and took their sweet ass time! Had to pick out different shit and order all new appliances. And because we can't lock up and close tills until everyone leaves, we didn't get to do anything until 8:20 because they would not leave!


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Chores #12

Organized all my school supplies!


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Chores #11

Put all my laundry away!!
I love when my clothes smell so good and fresh!

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Chores #10

Load of laundry number 4 is done!


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Chores #9

Cleaned up garbages and recycling around the house and put in bin in garage

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Chores #8

Load of laundry number 3 done

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Chore #7

Room is cleaned


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Chores #6

Swept and washed the downstairs floors


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Chores #5

Load of laundry number 2, done


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Chores #4

Grocery shopping done


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Chores #3

Christmas cards finished and mailed!


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Chores #2

One load of laundry done!


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Chores #1

Bathroom is clean!


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Chore day!

To make this chore day more fun! I am going to post every time I accomplish something lol!
That's how boring it's going to be lol


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Big Hero 6

I don't know how Disney can once again, take a robot, that has no feelings or real emotions, and make us love it so much and cry!
Big Hero 6 was incredible! Such a good movie! Made us laugh and cry!


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Crazy

Crazy winds in Airdrie this morning!! Woke me up because they were so loud! Madness!


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Jello

When we are low on groceries, I eat jello for breakfast!


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Date night

Big hero 6 tonight with my sis and bro!


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School

An update from my post earlier today!
I received a call today that one of my classes was cancelled because not enough people registered in it!
Luckily, I was able to find the same class at a different time and register for that one! I was very lucky too because it fell right before another class and I wouldn't have to move around any of my other classes to make this one fit!

Good things about this new class!
It's still the same class I was in before, just a different time
This one is from 9:30AM-11AM, where my other one was from 6PM-9PM so I won't have to kill 6 hours between 2 classes, then take the train home so late at night
Now all my days, I finish classes by 12:30, so I can go home, study or do whatever
Both my classes Wednesday and Friday are in the same room! So I don't even have to move my butt!

Bad things about this class
I had to re-write up my schedule and now it's all covered in white-out and looks horrible!

Oh no!

Just got a call that one of my courses for January has been cancelled cause not enough students signed up! Uh no!! I need my intro to hospital organization course to get my certificate !! Hopefully can get this all sorted out!!


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BH6

Going on a sibling date to see Big Hero 6 on Tuesday!!! Can't wait!!!


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Tv show

As sad as it sounds, Modern Family is starting to turn into Big Bang for me.
Used to like it a lot. Now I can watch an episode and then I am sick of it. I can't watch an episode more then once and I'm getting so annoyed with characters.


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School

One more month till I'm back in school!! I am so excited!!! Need to get all my stuff ready and go buy my books!


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Happy Birthday

Happy 113th Birthday to my hero and my inspiration! Thank you for teaching me to always follow my dreams and believe in myself!


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Pack pack

Found my old back pack that I used and loved from high school!! Stealing it from my parents house and using it for school!!!! Hooray for not spending money on a brand new one!

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You

You're an alcoholic ! Get fucking help !


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Hoodie

I wanna buy a hoodie from school lol

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School

I wanna go back to school shopping!

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Merry December

Merry December everyone!!
Christmas is here!
Let's put up our trees, hang lights and sing carols!

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