Saturday, 1 October 2016

Makeup

Trying to explain why I spend so much money on makeup to a boy is the hardest and most hilarious thing I've ever done.

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Missing you

I don't think I've ever missed someone the way I miss you when you're not here.

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Friday, 30 September 2016

Lush

The second Lush goes into Ebates, there goes all my money


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Hooray

When you think you are in for a few months of taking it easy because you haven't been working much, but then you get your paycheques and you're able to completely pay off your credit card!!!
Time to save for a trip in January !!!!

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Oops

When your Sephora app alerts you saying, "Come look what we have on sale" don't do it!!! It's a trap!!

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Thursday, 29 September 2016

I'm going to bed

Mother: don't go to bed late
Me: I'm an adult! I'll go to bed when I want *as I'm brushing my teeth about to go to bed*


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Sephora

That moment where you accidentally become VIB rouge at Sephora ! Oh dear


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Monday, 26 September 2016

5K

I ran my very first 5K this weekend!! Not only was it a 5K, it had inflatable obstacle courses !!! Had such a blast

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Ebates

E.l.f cosmetics is now on Ebates!!!! This is not a drill!!!

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Monday, 19 September 2016

I'm an adult

I'm an adult! I joined a gym!


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Long time no blog

Haven't blogged in a million years !!
Lots has happened!!
Good things, bad things and GREAT things!!
Now time to get back to the blog!

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Sunday, 21 August 2016

Can't sleep

Seriously can not fall asleep!!! Way to excited!!!


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Nap time

About to take a 2 hour power nap!!! This is legit the only sleep I will be getting until (late) Monday night


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Follow me through Disney

Follow me on Instagram for tons of pictures throughout Disney!!! jodey.s and #toripieandjodeybeardisneyreunion
And on snapchat!! asharayne

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Checked in

I have checked into my flights!! And the most magical of Disney Magic has happened!!! Without even telling her my seat, Tori has booked the seat right beside me on our flight from Toronto to Orlando!!! Less then 12 hours until I am officially on the plane to Toronto

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Saturday, 20 August 2016

So sleepy

When you are soooo sleepy but you have to stay up until 12:35 to check into your flight

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Friday, 19 August 2016

All done

I am all done work!!
Country Thunder this weekend and then Sunday night, I'm off to Disney World

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Thursday, 18 August 2016

Work

Work is absolute madness today!!! Makes me very happy that I only have 3 hours left and then I'm out of here for 2 weeks!! It's going to be very difficult trying to return to work after my magical vacation


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So close

One more shift at the hospital
One more shift at Home Depot
Holy smokes!!!!


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Monday, 15 August 2016

Almost there

2 more shifts at the hospital
2 more shifts at Home Depot
Then it's time for Disney World!!!


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Don't want to move

I don't want to move!!! This sucks and I hate it!! I'm so proud of my sister for going on this awesome adventure. But I am going to miss her and I hate having to leave this beautiful place I've called home for 2 years.


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Almost there

2 more shifts at Home Depot
3 more shifts at the hospital
1 more week until my vacation I've been looking forward to for over a year!


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Friday, 12 August 2016

10 more days

4 more shifts at the hospital
3 more shifts at Home Depot
10 more days until I go to Disney
It's so insanely close it doesn't feel real!


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Tuesday, 9 August 2016

Good morning

I got up early this morning and have been trying to make snapchat filters work on my dog, what have you been doing?


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Sunday, 7 August 2016

Disney Countdown

15 more days!!
36 more movies!!!

It's so close I can smell it.
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Thursday, 4 August 2016

Sleep

Absolutely zero sleep last night :(


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Wednesday, 3 August 2016

Sleep

When you wake up and actually had a decent sleep!! Seriously don't remember how often that happens now a days


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So close

Less then 20 days until I go to Disney World!!


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Tuesday, 2 August 2016

August

This month I am
-moving out of my house
-working a shit ton
-going on vacation
Wish me luck


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Sunday, 31 July 2016

Work

Work is absolutely beyond boring today. I do not want to be here!! Thankfully I'm only here until 7:15. First time since probably January that I'm not closing


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Best weekend

Had such a fantastic Friday night and Saturday.
Met Sam's family on Friday night which was magical. And then got to Skype with Tori on Saturday about Disney World. It was honestly just such a nice relaxing weekend.


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Friday, 29 July 2016

Tired and hungry

My parents are camping, therefore, there was no food for me to bring to work today and so I had to buy something from the cafeteria at work. Worst pizza I have ever eaten. Every single bite had about 17 onions in it. So now not only am I going to go hungry, I'm still exhausted cause I didn't sleep at all last night

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Work

I don't know how much sleep I got last night. But all I know is I only work at one job today, I have the day off tomorrow, and I get to see you again after work. So already, my day is looking super up and I can't wait.


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Wednesday, 27 July 2016

So sore

I can't remember exactly when my shoulder started hurting so badly but at work today, my shoulder started absolutely killing me. Luckily I was at that hospital so a doctor told me I could use the hot and cold packs to help make it feel better. I had to switch between the hot and cold throughout the day and it kept it from aching to bad. But even still, there were points were I couldn't even lift the phone up because it hurt so bad.
Then I had to go to Home Depot for work and lord knows that didn't help at all. I spent the evening carrying around tubes filled with cash and coins. Doesn't sound like a lot but when you're holding multiple and your shoulder already hurts so badly, it definitely doesn't help.
By the end of the night, I could barely use my arm to drive cause I could barely lift my arm.
Now I am lying in bed, I've taken an Advil and I have an ice bag on my shoulder. Here's to hoping I don't roll and lay on it in my sleep and make it worse.


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Tuesday, 26 July 2016

You

It feels so nice to be with someone who actually seems to care about me and respect me. Someone who is interested in my life and what's going on and wants to help me through my struggles.
Every moment I spend with you, I'm smiling.

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Monday, 25 July 2016

Make up

You know what would make today a lot better, buying a crap ton of make up that I don't need!!


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Work


Work has been so busy from the moment I started today. But it's been such a frustrating shift!!
When I first started, I was told everything that needed to get done. And within the hour, I had that whole list of things to do completed. But then as the day went on, these things changed, but no one told me. So when it was done proper, it looked bad on me, even though I had done what I was told from the beginning to do and no one told me different. It's not my fault if people can't tell me if something has changed.
Then every time I ask a question, I get looked at as if I'm an idiot. First of all, I just want to double check and make sure I'm doing the correct thing before I do it wrong and get in trouble for that. And second, it's my job to ask!!

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Saturday, 23 July 2016

Hike

I did something today that I haven't done in years, and even when I've gone, never has it been this extreme. Today I went on a hike and I climbed to the top of a mountain! I am so insanely proud of myself even though it's tough to feel proud now cause words can't describe how incredibly sore I am. But I did it! I made it all the way to the top.

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Friday, 22 July 2016

Disney!!!

Purchased my Disney World pass and Memory maker for our trip!!!!! Can't believe it's so incredibly soon until we go!!! I feel like I can officially start packing!!!

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Thursday, 21 July 2016

One more month

Holy smokes!!! In exactly one month, at this time exactly, I will be taking off from the runway and on my way to Toronto to get my great great great friend tori and then we are off to Disney World for 10 days!!!! So freaking excited


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Universal

Universal pass has been purchased!!!

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Awesome

Apparently my manager wants to talk to me!! Awesome!! Not looking forward to this at all! I'm already ready to walk out of here! Let's see how this bullshit goes.


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Upset

It really upsets me that everywhere that I am trying so hard to prove myself, every time I show that I am trying and I know what I am doing, I get stomped down by everyone and I look like I can't do anything.
I want to be here. I am trying so hard to do my best because I enjoy my job. I just wish someone would see that I am trying. That I have worked so hard to be here and despite what some people may say, I deserve to be here.

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I'm up

Ok, ok, I'm up!! Last day of work and then, like I said in my last blog, 2 days off!! 2 days off which I am going to spend with some awesome people.


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Wednesday, 20 July 2016

Today

Today was crazy!! I was good but crazy and exhausting!! 100% ready for bed. I have one day ahead of me of working at both of my jobs and then, glory to God on the highest! I have 2 days off! I honestly can't remember the last time I had 2 days off!
Not only do I have 2 days off, but I get to spend them with some incredible people! Just got to push myself through a very tiring day tomorrow and I can smile.


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Sunday, 17 July 2016

:)

Words can't describe what I am feeling right now!! All I can say is, I am beyond happy.


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Friday, 15 July 2016

One more day

This has been such a long week!! 4 shifts at the hospital and 2 shifts at Home Depot! But it's finally over!
I mean, I go back next week, but I'm very looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow, kicking back with some Disney flicks, and hanging out with an awesome person.
One more shift to go


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Thursday, 14 July 2016

Today

After an extremely long day at the hospital, drove my sister home and got to take a nap with my pup before heading to job number 2.
After the stupid day I had at the hospital, I feel a lot better and even quite rested. Amazing what an hour nap can do


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Upset

I slept good last night but right now I just feel so tired.
Why is it that one person can drag you down so far when you felt as if you were doing so well.
I know I'm doing well! But I'm still learning! I'm sick of being made to look stupid in front of everyone, I'm sick of being treated like I can't do anything right ever by people.
It's all exhausting and making just want to be done


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Half way there

Half way through this brutal week
Looking forward to, of course, my one and only day off after it. But, none the less, still looking forward to the one day I get to sleep in and relax

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Wednesday, 13 July 2016

Almost

Almost half way through my crazy week!! And then I only work 2 early shifts next week!!! Most relaxing week I've had in a while it feels like


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You

It's 5:19 am and all I want to do is see what you are doing.
I'm 99% sure that you are probably sleeping. But I still want to talk to you

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Tuesday, 12 July 2016

Smiles

I just feel like smiling so much

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Can't wait

It's been a while since I've been this excited just to hang out with someone after work!!


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Monday, 11 July 2016

Such a good morning

Love waking up the the rain falling down outside, but being all warm and cozy in my bed with my little pup sleeping next to me.

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Saturday, 9 July 2016

Whoops

I was suppose to pack today, I didn't
I was suppose to edit videos today, I didn't
I was suppose to film today, I didn't

But at the moment, I don't care cause I am so extremely happy

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Smoothie

Vanilla yogurt
Mango juice
Strawberries
Banana
Kale
Broccoli
Hemp seeds


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Wow thanks

It's nice to see how very very little I mean to people I thought were my friends.


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Friday, 8 July 2016

Resort

I have officially paid off my resort and dining plan for Disney World!! Only 45 more days until I go!!!!

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Best dessert ever

Today's leftover smoothie is tomorrow frozen yogurt!!


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Thursday, 7 July 2016

Sleepy

So sleepy!! I fell asleep as soon as I got to bed last night. Yet I had such a shitty sleep!!
Almost half way through these crazy few days!! Oh yeah, then only one day off before I do it all again!!
But at least I'm really looking forward to Saturday !!!


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Wednesday, 6 July 2016

Love my job

I love my job! I actually don't hate waking up in the morning to go there.
However, I hate going from the job I love to the job I absolutely can not stand. I seriously can't wait until I only have one job in my life. It'll take so much stress out of my life.


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Things

I don't know where things are going to go with this. But all I know is that for the first time in over a year, I'm feeling excited about this and I actually look forward to each moment with you.


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Monday, 4 July 2016

Uploading

My new video will be up on YouTube in a little bit!! Stay tuned.
But I'm going to nap first.

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"Healthy"

I want to try making and drinking protein shakes in the morning before I go for a run!! So today at the grocery store, I bought a ton of different things I can use to make yummy but healthy shakes and smoothies

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Sunday, 3 July 2016

Sleep

Heading to bed early tonight with some melatonin since I feel like I've barely slept at all in the last few days! So much has happened this weekend it's been crazy!

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Saturday, 2 July 2016

Disney Advice


Finally got some videos up for my Disney Advice series!!!
More to come, I promise

Wednesday, 29 June 2016

Disney World

I just want Disney World to be tomorrow!!
I work so much up until my trip, which is awesome cause I'll be able to pay everything for the trip off without struggling!
I actually can't wait!
Seriously, when I'm having a bad night, I just think about how soon it is until my awesome vacation and I can not wait!!

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Screaming children

Child screaming so hard at Home Depot today!
Logan: wow someone isn't happy
Me: if that kid does not stop screaming, I'm going to walk up and tell him Santa doesn't exist!


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Monday, 27 June 2016

???

8 AM and I am wide awake??? What's going on?? I didn't fall asleep until probably around 2 !!!
What is life?


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Sunday, 26 June 2016

Memory cards

I ordered 10 memory cards so I could vlog like mad while in Disney World. Still have not arrived!!
I still have 2 months before I go but I'm getting nervous!!

If all else fails, I'll buy one from Best Buy and just have to bring my laptop to Disney with me and load all the footage on each night


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Saturday, 25 June 2016

Thanks pup

I think weas knew I was mad at him about what he did last night, so he let me sleep in this morning :)
I will admit, I feel a lot happier now.
Now to get up and do 10 thousand chores!!!
So much laundry to do today


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Friday, 24 June 2016

Damnit

So excited to be home and sleeping in my own bed! Then weasley went and peed on my bed!!!! What the hell!!!!!!!


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Resort

One more payment and resort and dining plan will be completely paid off!!!


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Work

Even though I'm pushing myself to wake up even though I'm so tired, and all I'm saying to myself is, one more shift, you can do this, the sad truth is, I only have one day off and then I'm back to work

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Thursday, 23 June 2016

Bed

Off to bed!!! One more day shift at the hospital then I can go home and me and my tv can do some serious damage in the form of Disney Movies !


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Work

Work! You are ruining the little time I have left for my Disney movie marathon!!!
I have 99 movies to go and only 69 days to watch them in!!
At least I'm almost done the tv shows I had that have 600 minute volumes!


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So done

The only thing getting me through all the complete bullshit in my life right now is the fact that in 2 months I'm going to my favourite place in the world, when I come home, I'll hopefully have things more figured out and I won't be dealing with the biggest piece of stress I have in my life right now.

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Wednesday, 22 June 2016

Almost there

Today marks 2 more months until Disney World !!! Words can't describe how excited I am getting!!! Soon I'm going to start packing and before I know it, I'll be off to the airport for the most anticipated vacation ever !!


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Work

What once was

Wednesday: 4 hour Home Depot
Thursday: 5 hour shift Home Depot
Friday: day shift at the hospital

Is now

Wednesday: day shift at the hospital followed but a 4 hour shift at Home Depot
Thursday: day shift at the hospital followed but a 5 hour shift at Home Depot
Friday: day shift at the hospital

Less sleep, more driving, but more money for Disney World

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Tuesday, 21 June 2016

My day

Went to my parents house today to watch the soccer game and have dinner.
Stayed until about 8:30 pm.
Got home and took weasley for a walk with Tay. While on the walk, I got a call from work asking if I wanted to come in for a shift in the morning. HELLS YA I DO !!
Got back in my car and drove back to my parents house to sleep over so my Pop could drive me in the morning.
Not even mad cause every shift is another dollar towards Disney World!!

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Work

Got called in for a shift tomorrow!!! More money for Disney World!!

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Make-up

Just ordered the Graveyard Girl palate from Sephora!! So excited to get it!!


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Friday, 17 June 2016

My day

I had such a good day!!
Did some filming, watched some more movies for my marathon, and went to the mall with my sis (going to miss that so bad). I decided to go to bed early(ish) tonight cause I'm going to go scrapbook tomorrow which I haven't done in a while so I'm excited!! Get me even more excited for Disney World in 66 days!


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Thursday, 16 June 2016

Friends ?

Seriously? Where are all my friends when I need them?


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Packing

Packing for moving
Packing for Disney World

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Feeling sad

No matter what I'm doing. No matter who I'm with, I always feel alone.

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Wednesday, 15 June 2016

68 Days

68 more days until I go to Disney World!!! I am so excited I can't even think straight!!! I work a ton in July which is going to help time fly and help pay for everything!!


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Monday, 13 June 2016

99% done

So done with today!!
I'm so sick of feeling alone! I'm so sick of these "friends" I thought I had who barely have a moment of time for me ever!
Nothing is going right for me today and I'm just done with it all! All I want is to go back to bed and cry.


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Depressed

I'm starting to feel depressed again
I feel like any of the friends I have are slowly drifting away from me. I feel like they have other "more important" things in their life and I'm just not important enough to them anymore.
I'm losing my best friend in the whole world so soon and it's actually the most heartbreaking thing I've ever had to deal with. But what makes it worse is I feel like I have absolutely no one to talk to about it.
I look at the people I consider my best friends and wonder if they ever consider me a best friend. I wonder just how much I mean to them.
I feel like at the end of the day, I'm the last person anyone is going to defend and that no one is ever going to come to my rescue. No matter how many times I've been there for people, no one is ever going to be there for me.
It would just be nice to have one person in my life who actually cares about me.
I don't remember the last time I was with a group of people and didn't feel 100% left out and alone.
In fact, I feel more alone when I'm surrounded by people I considered my friends, then when I'm actually alone.

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Friday, 10 June 2016

Eight below

I forgot how amazing and sad the movie eight below is!!!


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Sleep

Had the best sleep last night that I've gotten in a really long time.
Felt so good to be in my own bed and not have to get up at all for anything.
Don't get me wrong from my last few blogs, I love my job! But the last few weeks of my life have been absolutely insane, even my days off haven't felt like days off. So today is going to be so relaxing and I'm so looking forward to just doing things that calm me down.


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Thursday, 9 June 2016

My day

Finally home from work and couldn't be happier !!
It feels so good to be sleeping in my own bed and actually getting to sleep in for the first time in weeks!


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My day

At job 2, 5 hour shift and I'm out of here!!!
I'm about ready to die I'm so tired

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My day

Arrived at job one of two for today.
I already know I'm working with the one person who still treats me like I can't do anything right at my job.
Let's get this over with.


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Countdown

I'm awake
18 hours until I'm done work and can go home to my own bed and finally legitimately relax and sleep for the first time in weeks


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Wednesday, 8 June 2016

So done

As much as I love working at the hospital and I love getting hours, after tomorrow, I really hope I don't get called in for a few days. I am beyond exhausted! I haven't had a good sleep in days because I'm so stressed and feeling my anxiety hitting me like a sack of bricks.
All I want is to lay in my own bed, sleep, cry about my shitty life and not have to answer to anyone


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Tuesday, 7 June 2016

:(

I wish I remembered what it was like to know that someone cared about me


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Monday, 6 June 2016

Exhausted

Words can not express just how exhausted I am!!
Been working like a mad woman! Back and forth between 2 jobs. Spent the whole weekend in wedding mode helping out my best friend with her special day!
Looking forward to my single day off tomorrow before having 2 18 hour days in a row!!
Also doesn't help that I'm stressed and upset about certain things beyond belief so it's actually been really difficult for me to even get any sleep.


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Friday, 3 June 2016

Almost here

Can't believe my best friend in the world is getting married tomorrow!!!


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Thursday, 2 June 2016

Work is a joke

I'm so over this place!! I have a million things to do but because the manager walked by, I have to stand outside in the cold waiting on zero customers!!


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Monday, 30 May 2016

Not ready

100% not ready for this day
Actually, 100% not ready for this week


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Sunday, 29 May 2016

:(

Words can not describe how much I am holding back tears right now


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Tuesday, 24 May 2016

Westjet

Just downloaded the WestJet app on my phone and added my trip to Florida onto it in my flights
Now it gives me a countdown to when I leave! I love it !!!


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Friday, 20 May 2016

Sleep

I'm very happy my aunt is here from BC and I'm excited to visit with her. However, i did not get to bed until 11:30 last night, and now I'm waking up at 5 for work.
Also didn't help that I'm stressed out about things and those things really prevented me from falling asleep.
All I can say is, I hope there's a student on the unit today and I can go down to the secondary unit where I can do almost nothing all day. That would be lovely.


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Saturday, 14 May 2016

Disney World

100 More days until Disney World


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Friday, 13 May 2016

Hedley

Words can not describe how I am feeling right now.
For a long time I felt held down due to depression and nothing ever truly broke me away from it. I was smiling on the outside, but dying on the inside.

That is, until I heard this song.
I fell in love with the song Invincible by Hedley a long time ago, but it wasn't until a couple years ago it took me to a whole new place in my life and really inspired me to get back on my feet because things happen in life. You make mistakes, you fall down. But you get back up. And you are stronger.
The words in this song took me to a place in my life where I can finally be truly 100% happy. Inside and out.

Hearing this song live has made me so incredibly happy on the inside, I can't even describe it. Hearing them sing, I had to catch my breath a couple times. I don't think I ever focused so hard on a song and the lyrics of it so much in my life. It felt amazing to take a moment and not worry about anything but the words and how they effected me. What they mean to me, and how I am a happier and stronger person because of them.

I know the band will never see this, but i only wish you knew how much your song means to me and how blessed I felt getting to hear it live.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart


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Wednesday, 11 May 2016

One more day

One more 17 hour work day!
Then HEDLEY!!!!


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Tuesday, 10 May 2016

Toms

Ordered new red toms for Disney World! I already have a pair of red toms but I painted them and i want some plain red ones for outfits (I'm insane).
I also ordered a pair of baby pink ones!! So excited!!! Love me my toms


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Money

Need to stop spending money!! Things need to stop being on sale!!!!
But at least I'm getting all my stuff for Disney world


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Ebates

Holy shit!! Ebates needs to stop having awesome cash back sales!!! I'm running out of money!!


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Monday, 9 May 2016

Wish

Officially waiting for 14 things to come in the mail from Wish!!! Most of them for Disney!! So excited!!
Had to make this order early since wish takes a million years


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Little weas

For the last 2 nights, Weasley has slept in a little ball right beside me in bed.
I love my puppy so much


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Sunday, 8 May 2016

Vlog

I haven't made a video like this ever on my channel
There have been horrible Wild fires in Fort McMurray AB 
Fire fighters can not contain them due to the weather and the size of the flames
Many people had to be evacuated from their homes and have lost everything they have in the fire
If you can help, please watch this on my channel and click on the link for Red Cross to donate
Anything will help
Thank you for your support

Saturday, 7 May 2016

New Series

New Series I just started on my channel
My Disney Advice

Disney World

I've said this before and I'm saying it again!
Words can not describe how excited I am for my trip to Disney World!!
Not only will I be back in my real home, I'll be there with one of my best friends who I haven't seen in 3 years!! I can not wait!!


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Disney movies

Found the mother load of Disney movies for my collection at HMV and Costco!!!
Duck Tales volume 1-3
Darkwing Duck volume 1-2
Duck Tales the movie
Goof Troop volume 1-2
Honey, I shrunk the kids


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Sale

Sale at Sephora on Ebates!! (8% cash back)! So i bought a few things I want for Disney World!!

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Make-up

I seriously just want all the make-up!!!
All of it!!
Give it to me!!!


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Saturday, 30 April 2016

New Vlog


Disney Movie Marathon

So I have been completely forgetting to post the movies I am watching for my marathon on here, but if you follow me on snapchat, you'll be able to enjoy my marathon along with me as I watch all my movies!

add me:
asharayne

Friday, 29 April 2016

More shifts

Every time I get more shifts at the hospital, all I can think is, MORE DISNEY MONEY!!!


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Wednesday, 27 April 2016

Minnie Mouse

The lipstick for the Minnie Mouse Sephora collection is sold out and gone!!! So glad I was able to get the lipstick as well as all the pieces of the collection I wanted before they were gone!


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Dog movies

What is up with me and dog movies
I started crying during bolt


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Monday, 25 April 2016

Disney Movies

Bought all 3 Mighty Ducks movies!!!!
More movies for my marathon


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Minnie Mouse Collection

Just bought another piece of the Minnie Mouse Collection!! Expect another haul video up on my channel soon!


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Wednesday, 20 April 2016

Disney Movie Marathon

The Jungle Book
101 Dalmatians
The adventures of Ichabod and Mr. Toad

124 days
3/129 movies
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Towels

Mom: do you and Tay need anymore towels?
Jamie: NO!!! Stop giving away all the towels we don't have any in this house!!
Mom: what are you talking about? Yes we do!
Jamie: none that I'm allowed to use


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New Vlog


Monday, 18 April 2016

Acura

I seriously will never purchase an Acura again!!
Don't get me wrong, I am very happy to have a car at the moment that works and gets me to where I need to go, however, that's about all I like about my car.
The front headlight went out, and I asked my dad if he could fix it. Think fixing a light would be a quick fix? Ha! Of course not!! In order to get to the light, my dad had to take the entire battery out of the car! And now the radio won't work because apparently it's a theft hazard that the radio will not work if it's removed from the electrical source! Even though the battery is back in my car, the radio/cd player will not work until I input a code!
First of all, how is this a theft precaution? The car still runs? Just the radio won't work!
I seriously hate my car!!!


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Sunday, 17 April 2016

Disney World Coutndown

So in celebration of going to Walt Disney World in 127 days, I have decided to challenge myself to watch all my Disney movies, and all the new Disney movies that come out before I go on vacation!

I have 127 days until I leave
and I have a total of 128 movies to watch

Let the countdown begin!

127 Days
128 Movies

Disney World

Words can not describe how beyond excited I am for my vacation to Disney World! Literally every moment that upsets me, I just remember in a few months I'll be back home with one of my greatest friends and it really helps get me through


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Difference

Today is the first time since I started working out/eating healthy that I've noticed a difference in myself!

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Saturday, 16 April 2016

Ugh

When you spend the last 2 days cleaning the house, and then your parents aren't even coming over anymore.


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Chores

I can't be the only person in the world that when my parents come over, I clean my entire house from top to bottom!
Well anyways, that's what I did today cause my parents are coming over at some point!
But the cleaning is finally done and now, at 1:30 in the afternoon, I can finally get myself ready!


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Purse

Just did something I never thought I could ever do! Bought a purse online!
I am the world's pickiest person when it comes to bags and purses! So really hoping I like it and want to keep it :)


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Friday, 15 April 2016

Bedtime

Feels so magical to be sleeping in my own bed after staying at my parents for almost a week!
I am so exhausted! My body was telling me to go home and nap today, but instead I got my adult pants on, did some much needed laundry, gardening (took very dead plants out of pots), and cleaned my bathroom!
Now I am really dead tired! I don't even remember working today because it feels like a million years ago! But laying in my own big bed now, listening to my pup snore, and I'm off to dream land! (Hopefully)


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Gardening

I just gardened... Yuk!
Well, I actually just watered the law but still, yuk


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Exhausted

Beyond exhausted right now
I feel so sick, but I'm up again and off to work. I'm not complaining about working so much, I love that I've gotten so many shifts, but I don't feel good and that hasn't helped at all.
So happy today is my last day and that I can sleep in tomorrow.
I have so much laundry and cleaning to do when I get home. But all I want to do is take a bath and go to bed.


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Tuesday, 12 April 2016

9 pm

Going to bed at 9 pm in hopes I am not a total zombie at work tomorrow
Two 17 hour days ahead of me! Friday 3 pm can not come soon enough!


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Shopping with my sis

I went to the mall today, just to "look"
Spent $220
Story of my life


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Wednesday, 6 April 2016

Resort!!!

Our resort in Walt Disney World has been booked!!!
Art of Animation!!!!
Only 137 more days until we go!!!


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Tuesday, 5 April 2016

New Vlog


Show and tell

Every time either my sister or I order something online/go shopping without each other, we always have show and tell and show each other what we got and I love it!!!


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Fan

Words can not describe how much better I sleep with my fan blowing in my room


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He's gone

Don't worry! Creep show is gone!


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Terrified

There is a man sitting in a van outside my house. He has been there for over an hour just on his phone, his car is still running and everything. And he's just sitting there.
I'm actually terrified!!
I had to go outside cause weasley's ball rolled off the deck into the alley and I was worried for my life going to get it!
Please go away sir


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Sleep is good

Got home from vacation Sunday night at 12:30 in the morning.
Woke up Monday morning at 5 to go to work.
Today I finally got to sleep in and I slept so well.
Even though I'm still burnt and it sucks to lay on my shoulders still, I slept so good in my own bed with my little pup beside me.

Ps, I do not get to sleep in on vacations. My pop is the dad whose like, the day is wasting away, get up at 7 AM. So I feel so good finally getting to sleep in.


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Saturday, 26 March 2016

Vacation

Leaving for vacation tonight on the red eye!!


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Friday, 25 March 2016

Last day

Day 6/6!!!! Going on vacation tomorrow!!
But first, Disney on ice tonight!!!


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Tuesday, 22 March 2016

Friends?

What's the point anymore?
Everyone I ever thought was my best friend clearly doesn't consider me a best friend.
It's only a matter of time before I become nothing in your life


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Sad evening

All I wish is that for once, I was important to someone.
I know that everyone has stuff going on in their lives. But it would be nice if it felt like someone actually cared about me.
I told friend yesterday how nervous I was. And would a single one message me today and ask if I'm feeling ok? Doesn't look like it.
I literally spend everyday of my life sad because no matter what, I will never be important enough for someone to care about me. There will always be someone who comes before me. No matter what we've been through together, it crushes me to know that I'm not even important enough in your life anymore to receive a little text every now and then.
I feel like you don't tell me anything about your life anymore and that makes me so sad. At one point we were best friends and now I honestly don't remember the last time you called me that. It just hurts a lot and I don't know how much longer I can live like this. Pretending I'm ok with everything when in reality, I get pushed further and further to the side everyday

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Sleep

Slept surprisingly ok considering how nervous I am for today
Just trying to keep my doubts to a minimum and hoping this goes well.
Looking forward to the fact that I get to sleep in tomorrow morning.

Work day 3/6


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Monday, 21 March 2016

Time

All I want is to fast forward

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Sleep

Lord knows I'm not going to get a single bit of sleep tonight
I'm so scared and nervous right now


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Sunday, 20 March 2016

Sunday

Another exhausting Sunday at Home Depot!!
Seriously people, have some fucking courtesy and call in!! Don't just not show up for your shift!!! So fucking disrespectful


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Wednesday, 16 March 2016

:(

I feel like no matter what happens, I will always be the one left in the dust. No matter what, I'll always be everyone's last choice


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Tuesday, 15 March 2016

Nervous

I have to update my laptop!
Praying it doesn't delete all my footage from iMovie off like it did last time!!


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SO EXCITED


So excited for this movie!!!!

Sunday, 13 March 2016

Long day

After getting no sleep last night then working a full shift, which felt even longer when people don't show up for their shift, I'm finally off to bed!! Really hoping to sleep through the night


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So tired

On a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being how badly I don't want to go to work, I'm sitting at about a 15. So exhausted!! Got almost no sleep last night


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Thursday, 10 March 2016

WHAT

Wal-Mart is no longer on Ebates!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!?


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Wednesday, 9 March 2016

No looking forward to this

I got zero sleep last night!
And today is one of my famous 15 hour work days!
So not looking forward to this!
I really just want to go back to bed right now.


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Monday, 7 March 2016

Underworld

I'm watching Underworld Evolution and Tayler comes home right about at the ending
Tayler: eww why is she drinking his blood??
Me: cause he told her too
Tayler: so??? If someone told me to drink their blood I wouldn't!

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Laundry

"Can I eat it?"


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Sad

Feeling sad.


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Saturday, 5 March 2016

Not bedtime yet

Not quite bedtime yet. Just laying on my legs! I love this little wiener


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No socks !!

The fact that I didn't put on socks today confirms the fact that I had a productive day!


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New Vlog


Friday, 4 March 2016

Money

So proud of where I am financial right now considering how bad it was a few months ago!!
I know I've had my moments where I was like, holy balls, I need this thing that i 100% do not need. But I feel like if I really stick with what I'm doing right now for the next couple months, I will be 100% ok and be able to save up all the money I need for Disney World


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Work

Had the busiest day at work ever today! The second unit clerk called in sick so I was all by myself for the first time! It was absolute madness! But I'm so proud of myself for pulling through!
Now I'm ready for bed and it's not even ten


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Reservations

Day 9 (best day ever)
Breakfast at 8:15 at Crystal Palace at Magic Kingdom
Late lunch at 4:20 at (OH MY GOSH) Be Our Guest!!!!!!

One more reservation to book and our eating plans are complete !!! I'm so excited and can't wait!!!!


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Thursday, 3 March 2016

Disney reservations

Intensely waiting for morning to find out if we got our last reservations



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New Vlog


Reservations

Day 8
Lunch at Hollywood and Vine at 12 pm at Disney's Hollywood Studios


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Wednesday, 2 March 2016

Tired boy

Tired boy falling asleep l during movie night


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Tuesday, 1 March 2016

Reservations

Day 5
Afternoon Tea at the Grand Floridian at 2:30 pm

Day 6
Late lunch/early dinner at Biergarten (my favourite restaurant at Disney World) in the Germany pavilion in Epcot at 3 pm

Only 3 more days left of reservations!!!


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Nap time

I love when this little guy takes naps with him !!!


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Monday, 29 February 2016

Kylo Ren

My epic new phone case for my iPhone 6


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#selfie

First selfie on my iPhone 6


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iPhone 6

I was thinking in a few months I would upgrade my phone and get myself an iPhone 6!
Today, I was chilling at home (watching Dr. Phil, what else is new) and I got a text from Telus that for leap day only they were having a sale, you could upgrade to an iphone 6 for free!
Couple hours later, i now own an iPhone 6!!!


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Healthy

Along with the whole me trying to actually make a difference in my body, I've been actually eating breakfast these days!!!
Usually I would only ever have breakfast if I had to go to work. Now no matter what, I'm trying to fit some kind of food into my morning routine. And a good food at that. Not just reaching for the cereal anymore. This morning I made myself a delicious piece of toast with a fried egg on top.


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Snow :(

Treadmill today cause it snowed


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Sunday, 28 February 2016

Reservations

Day 4
Ohana's for breakfast at the Polynesian resort at 7:55 am
Le Cellier for lunch at the Canana pavilion at Epcot at 2 pm

Ps Day 3 is Universal day so no reservations have been made for there!


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Blankets

I love snuggling under really cool blankets!!! I can't sleep if it's to hot and it's just perfect when I crawl into bed and my blankets are already at the most perfect temperature


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Ebates

My ebates cheque finally came in!! Which means the massive amount of cans and bottles I've been hoarding in my trunk will finally get returned to the bottle depot!!!
There better be at least $4 !!!


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Friday, 26 February 2016

Snapchat filter

Love this snapchat filter!!!
So cool!!!
Purple eyes would be bomb!!


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Popcorn twists

Tayler: remember when we'd go to sobeys everyday and get popcorn twists and watch mystery hunters ??
Me: yeah. Those were the good old days


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Feeling good!!

Went for a walk this morning, ate a delicious healthy breakfast!!
Feeling really good


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Reservations

Day 2
Mama Melrose in Hollywood Studios for dinner at 5:20 pm


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Jeans!

When it's your day off and you don't have to wear jeans for 2 days!!!!!


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Thursday, 25 February 2016

Sephora

Words can not describe how much I want to spend every penny I own at sephora


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Reservations

First reservations have been made!!

Day one
Dinner at 1900 Park Fare at the Grand Floridian at 5:10 pm


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Wednesday, 24 February 2016

Work

I actually really enjoyed work today!! I only worked 4 and a half hours. But I worked with some awesome people and I lots done and I am feeling very happy with myself!


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Vlog

Sometime in the next few months, I'll be doing a random haul video from Costco, Wal-Mart and Wish and everything in between until then!! I got 4 new things at Costco yesterday and I have a order coming in from both Wal-Mart and Wish so I am waiting for those to arrive. But both are too small to do separate haul videos for. So when it all arrives, I'll be doing a large haul video.

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New Vlog


Sunday, 21 February 2016

Goal

My goal starting today is to go for a walk/jog/run everyday! At least once a day!! If I can try and get a second one in, even better!
I want to start being proud of myself again.


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Morning

Just had an awesome 7:30 AM walk with this adorable boy!!! Such a fantastic way to start the day off!!! I need to continue this!!!

Ps I look like balls in this picture!


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7:30 AM

I woke up at 7:30 AM this morning and couldn't fall back asleep.
So I am actually going to do something with my life!!

Clearly, this little stinker has so interest of going for a walk with me this early!



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Saturday, 20 February 2016

Vlogs

Had a really lovely relaxing day off!! I uploaded one vlog on my YouTube channel and I have another video edited and ready to upload. Felt so nice to have the day to myself.
Now back to work tomorrow


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Edmonton Vlog

Finally got this video up!!
Enjoy!!

Friday, 19 February 2016

Slumber party

I was planning on coming home from work, napping and then cleaning and organizing a little so I could have a slumber party with weasley tonight. But after another really long week, I am completely exhausted and it's not even 10 and I am so ready for bed. Work hasn't posted or called me in yet, so right now, I only work 2 days, Sunday at Home Depot, Monday at the hospital, then 2 short shifts at Home Depot. Even though I'm loving my big paycheques, I really need to rest. I'm not sure how cut out I am working 2 jobs in 2 different cities right now.


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Tuesday, 16 February 2016

Slow day

Again we had a student unit clerk on the unit today and so I went down to our smaller unit and I did nothing!!! When I went back up to cover a break, I did more in that hour then I did all day on the other unit! But I'm not complaining! Made $23 an hour doing it!
Also probably going to happen again tomorrow cause the student is on our unit again! You know what that means!!!! COLOURING BOOK!


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Thursday, 11 February 2016

Wish

Can't wait for my items I ordered off Wish to come in!!!
One item in particular I'm super excited for!! I really hope it works


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Vlogs

Vlogs to expect in the next while
-Edmonton vlog
-What I got in Edmonton Haul
-Wish Haul

However, I'm going away this weekend, and I work a ton next week so I don't know when I will get time to edit, also, I just placed my order with Wish so that won't be until it comes in


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Oops

remember in my last blog when I said I have to wait until my next paycheque to order some things online?
I may have just made an online purchase!
I seriously have no will power


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Next week

Next week when I get paid, I will be making a huge order to Wal-Mart and my very first order to Morphe Brushes!! Can't wait!!


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EBates

So badly want my Ebates Cheque to come in!
Not only am I excited to put it in my bank account
But I've been saving bottles from work in my car, thinking the day I bring my cheque to the bank, I'll return the bottles and put the money from those in my account. But now, I have literally no room left in my truck for anything!!

Paycheque

Seriously can not wait for my next paycheque!!!
I am running low on so many things and a seriously need to make a giant order to Wal-Mart!!!

Vlog

I will be posting a new vlog today!! As long as my computer does not crap out on me!!


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Tuesday, 9 February 2016

Driving

Sunday- Home Depot
Monday- hospital
Tuesday- Home Depot
Wednesday- hospital
Thursday- Home Depot
Friday- hospital

Way to much driving this week!


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Stupid training

Stupid training at Home Depot!
I'm not suppose to work Tuesday's but because I have to do this stupid training, I have to work today!
I could've picked up a shift at the hospital this morning! But no!
At least I picked up a shift tomorrow morning!!


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Work

This morning I woke up so excited for my day off tomorrow. But then the hospital called with the shift and the person going to Disney World inside of me was like, well, yes!!! More shifts=more money for Disney World!!
I was going to try and have a Vlog up tonight or tomorrow but now it probably won't be up until Thursday. Hope that's ok!

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Hooray

Picked up another shift at the hospital!!
Means I'll be working 6 days in a row! But can't wait for my next paycheque


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Saturday, 6 February 2016

Random trip

Just got home from the most random trip up to Edmonton ever!!!
I was literally sitting in bed debating what kind of video to film and Karen texts me and within the hour, we were on the road driving up to Edmonton!!
Had such a blast wondering around even though it was late. So much fun at West Ed doing some shopping.
And I may have gotten something a little random to go with our whole random trip!!! Stayed tuned for that!! I will be showing it off in a video coming up hopefully soon


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Friday, 5 February 2016

EDMONTON

Literally the most random trip ever up to Edmonton with Karen!!!!
Leaving soon!!! Can't wait!!!


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Make-up

Words can not describe how badly I want to go to Wal-Mart and sephora and just buy all the make-up!! I've been so good lately! I haven't bought anything new in a crazy amount of time, but I want to break that right now!!! But i still have to pay off my credit card, and I still have to save up for Disney World


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Tattoos

Is there a tattoo shop in Downtown Disney?!?! That would seriously be my dream come true

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So frustrating

I will accept the frustrating I get at the hospital because that's what I signed up for!
However, I will not accept people treating me like crap and pushing me around everyone else in my life!! So beyond annoyed with yesterday!! I actually am so mad at the people I work with and the people I considered to be my friends. Seriously just seeing how immature people I work with are and how selfish and rude people I thought were my friends are.


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My bed

Sleeping in my own bed after feeling like I've been away from it for so long is the best feeling


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Thursday, 4 February 2016

Ugh

Words can not describe how badly I am not looking forward to today.
I work 7-3:15 at the hospital and then literally have to go straight to Home Depot for training.
But instead of just the 3 hour training I did the other day, I'm scheduled to close tonight!!
At least tomorrow is pay day and after work at 9:30 tonight, I get to go home to my own bed


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Tuesday, 2 February 2016

Countdown

Cruise
54 more days

Hedley
101 more days

Kendra's wedding
123 more days

Disney World
201 more days


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Hospital

I haven't worked at the hospital since I finished my training!
Originally I wasn't suppose to work again until March. But I picked up a whole bunch of shifts this month and tomorrow is my first day back!!
I can't wait!! So excited to have some more money coming in!
I just hope I work with someone who can help me through! I'm still not perfect and I still have questions. Especially since I haven't worked in a few weeks


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Ugh

Words can not describe how badly I want to stay in bed and not go do this stupid training at work!
Thank god it's only 3 hours


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Monday, 1 February 2016

Eyeliner

I actually feel like I'm getting really good at doing winged eyeliner!!!
Life goal achievement

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New Vlog


Shopping?

I want to go to the mall but
1: I probably shouldn't spend any money
2: I have no one to go with
3: I'm really committed to spending the day in my pyjamas


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Sunday, 31 January 2016

Oops

I may have watched Star Wars the Force Awakens for the third time today!
No shame!
Also! I found Ferb!


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:(

I just want to not be alone :(

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Star Wars

I might be going to see Star Wars for the 3rd time tonight....

I really need to stop though! I'm just getting my Kylo Ren hopes up

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Thursday, 28 January 2016

Adam Driver

Words can not describe how badly I need this shirt!!!
Also, Adam Driver <3


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Best days

The best days are the ones where first thing in the morning, I right away have a message from Tori in regards to our trip in August! And we literally go on and on for the whole day just planning or talking about stuff!!
This is going to be the best trip ever and I can't describe how beyond excited I am!!


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Wednesday, 27 January 2016

Star Wars

I already want to go see Star Wars again!


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Characters

Characters to meet in Disney World

Baymax
Gaston (with and without my Belle dress)
Beast
Belle
Oswald the lucky rabbit
Darth Vader

And now.....
Kylo Ren

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D box

Jamie and I watched Star Wars with D-box seats! It was seriously like a 2 hour Star Tours ride! Not complaining


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Star Wars

Saw The Force Awakens for the second time tonight!!
Two things I have to say!
One: I love that R2-D2 is like a big brother to BB-8
Two: I seriously am so in love with Kylo Ren. Until he takes off his helmet! And it's like, man, you're a wiener!! Put the helmet back on so I can pretend you're Chris Evans under there!

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Monday, 25 January 2016

Make-up

Finally found a site that's on Ebates that sells all the cruelty free make-up brands I want to try.
Please let shipping not be 50 million dollars


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Leggings

Sometimes I even sleep in my leggings


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Sunday, 24 January 2016

Petsmart

Is it weird that I totally want to take Weasley to Petsmart?? I think he would get so excited and love it.


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Star Wars

Can I not go to work and get paid to go see Star Wars again???


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Friday, 22 January 2016

Sleepy puppy

Little guy was so sleepy!!!


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So hot!!!

It's January, but I have the fan on in my room because for some odd reason, my room is hot as hell!!!
I CANT SLEEP LIKE THIS!!!


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Ice cream

Legit had the best bubble gum ice cream in my life tonight!!!


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Possibly?

One day, when I have more tattoos, I'd love to have a photoshoot done showing off all my work.
I love my tattoos on my body. I want to decorate myself with memories and words and pictures to make myself stronger.
My favourite tattoo is always covered. But I know it's there reminding me that I have come so far from where I was a few years ago. I would love to have beautiful pictures taken to show off the words that spoke to me and helped me through so much


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Eyeliner

How come my eyeliner always looks ballin' on the days I sit at home on my ass.
But when I go out, it looks like junk


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Vlog?

Thinking of doing a story time vlog, but can't think of something to talk about lol


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Thursday, 21 January 2016

MONEY

Earlier today, I got a call from the hospital offering me 2 more shifts which I gladly accepted
Then I checked my online schedule
Not including the 2 I was offered, I have 4 new shifts posted as well!! 

I've been very much enjoying these couple weeks I've had where I've just been working a couple days a week at Home Depot. But now I am so excited to have more shifts and be earning so much money working at a job I am so excited to have!

Hooray

2 more shifts at the hospital!!!


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Sleep

When you have such a good sleep and even your pup lets you sleep in :)
This is going to be a good day
I can tell I'm finally getting happier with things because it was only a few months ago I couldn't sleep at all


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Wednesday, 20 January 2016

The Force Awakens

Finally saw The Force Awakens last night! Was so blown away by it! Completely lived up to the Star Wars name!


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IT'S HERE!!!

I literally screamed when I opened the package!!! So beyond happy!!!! This is exactly what I wanted for my trip to Disney World!!!


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Tuesday, 19 January 2016

Countdown

68 days
Cruise!!
110 days
Hedley!!
137 days
Kendra's Wedding!!
Appox 216 days
DISNEY WORLD!!!!!!!


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Monday, 18 January 2016

New Vlog


Bullshit

I'm so sick of bending over backwards and walking on eggshells so that you'll be happy
But then you have treated me like shit my whole life and act like it's just what cousins do and I should grow up and stop "feeling sorry for myself"
I have spend my entire life doing things I haven't wanted to do for you and pretending I enjoy getting completely ignored by you while you sit on your high horse like the ungrateful bitch you are!
You look at this and think, oh well we're family. I look at it and think, this is bullshit and I am completely done with you

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Saturday, 16 January 2016

Travel problems

I know I have a million years to decide this, but I can't decide if I want to bring my urban decay naked 3 palette to Disney World!!
I want to because it is probably the palette I use the most. It has my favourite colours.
But if it breaks, I will actually cry my eyes out!


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Friday, 15 January 2016

Jammies

The best Jammie shirt ever!!!
I got this at Old Navy!! By far, the most comfy and warm Jammie shirt I own!!!


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DBA

My name is Jodey Schmidt
I'm 23 years old
And I'm an Disney bow addict



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What to do

It's that part of the day where I can't decide if I want to get dressed and be productive. Or stay in my Jammies and rot


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Thursday, 14 January 2016

Work

Got called early for work!
Wish me luck


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Also...

Also...
Hunting through eBay at 2 AM sometimes leads to good things!!



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Finally

After calling 2 different stores and then finally customer service, this backpack is FINALLY mine!!!! 10-14 business days it'll be here!


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RIP




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Wednesday, 13 January 2016

Hot topic

Dear person working customer service at hot topic,
Please except a very angry phone call in the morning from me as to why I can never order anything off your FREAKING website!!

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Trapped

Can't go to work! I'm trapped








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Tuesday, 12 January 2016

Whoops

Totally thought today was the 14th not the 13th. Can't use that coupon until tomorrow! Whoops lol!


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Backpack

Counting down until I can order my backpack!!
Holy shit I am beyond excited for this backpack!!


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Backpack

Waiting for midnight so I can order my backpack before it goes out of stock again


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Monday, 11 January 2016

Money

When I have money!
I will order so many make up products I have been dying to try!


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Disney World

I'm starting to go crazy!!!
I can't decide what things I have that I want to wear in Disney World. Can't decide what parks I want to wear them at!
I'm honestly planning my whole outfit for days including my hair because I have 57 million bows and they need to make an appearance of course!!
I'm going crazy but I don't care!! I literally can't describe how beyond excited I am for my trip!!

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He knows me

Peter: in your spare time, do you just sit around wearing Disney costumes
Me: yes


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Sunday, 10 January 2016

HAZAH

A while ago, I found an amazing Beauty and the Beast backpack online!! But it was sold out.
After checking back about a thousand times, I have happy to report that it is back in stock! Now I just have to wait a couple days until my coupon goes into effect then I can order it! Please stay in stock for a few more days !!!!


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Wednesday, 6 January 2016

Sooo...

So I have my last day of training on Friday, then I don't work again until March! I still have the chance of getting called in if someone calls in sick, but like, this kinda blows! I was really hoping to have my credit card paid off by February so I could seriously start saving for Disney World.
I mean, at least I'm still working at Home Depot, but like maybe 12 hours a week so that's no good.


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Saturday, 2 January 2016

Vlog

Took me all day but I got this video edited and uploaded!!
Enjoy and please subscribe!!

Work

One more day off then 6 days straight!!
Sleeping in is happening tomorrow! No one wake me up!


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Friday, 1 January 2016

2016

It's 2016 which means...
IM GOING TO DISNEY WORLD THIS YEAR!!!!


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