Candy

Getting candy ready for Halloween!!!

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Light Blub

I changed a light bulb all by myself! That means I'm officially a grown up lol!


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Halloween

Although I am upset that I'm not having my Halloween party anymore, I am so excited for tonight! Spent the morning putting together the finishing touches on my costume! Burnt myself in the process lol! And I can't wait to spend Halloween with my best friend!! Thanks for making me come out tonight with you Kendra so I'm not sitting at home with nothing but my stupid brain and my stupid thoughts.
More pictures later of our awesome best bud costumes!!!


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Lonely

So bored and so lonely. I told you that. It's like I don't matter at all and I'm trying to forgive and forget but it's making me really sad when you know I'm lonely and just want someone to talk to and you won't say 2 words to me!

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Ignored

So tired of being ignored by everyone! Literally just want to talk! Have a conversation! So annoyed!

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Sister

Going to miss my sis as she jets off to Disney World on Saturday!! So sad I can't go with her (could reallllly use a Disney vacation right now). It's going to be sad being all alone. But looking forward to maybe getting some painting done :)

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Parents

My parents need to come home from vacation so I can go home where my bed and all my painting stuff is!
Literally been sitting on the couch watching Netflix all day.
Sooooo bored and sooooo looking forward to Halloween tomorrow.

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Parents

Gotta get up and clean up this house before my parents get home!!

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Jamie

I may hate The Walking Dead
But my brother does a fricken hilarious Rick impression

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Days off

So looking forward to having 4 days off!! But my sister leaves on Saturday, so I'm going to be lonely :(

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I'm sorry

I don't know what I did so wrong to be hurt so badly

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Sad

I wish you'd just talk to me :(


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Brother

Jamie: don't worry guys, I have a can opener. *runs down to room*
Tay: he has a can opener in his room?

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Customers

Don't you love when you get grumpy customers who think they know how to do your job better then you?


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Disney

It would be super awesome to go on a trip to Disney to completely forget everything
But what makes everything worse (as usual) my sister is going to Disney World, which means I'm going to spend all next week alone. Alone with my thoughts that keep me up at night and make me cry.


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Short shift

Glad I have a short shift today. So ready to stop being so sad.

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My brain

My brain needs to just stop! I was finally getting a good sleep! And then my stupid brain decided to start dreaming. Woke me up and started crying cause I know it's not real and I so want it to be. So fucking ready to be done and forget but I can't when my brain won't let me!


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Work

I would like to give a shout out to my manager Jerry!
He knew I was upset and told me that if I needed to be off the floor, let him know and he would make it happen. If I needed to go home, he'd make sure I could.
I was really worried about work today, and having a manager actually care made me realize how lucky I am to have managers who actually care about me and how I'm feeling.

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Seriously

How does literally everything make me think of you and make me even more upset?
Can I please just go back to bed and cry?


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Don't want to be here

Still feel like total crap. Wishing so bad I didn't have to put on a smile and work for 9 hours today.
Why did you do this? Why did you have to hurt me so bad in so many ways. You promised you'd never do this to me in this way, and you did! And it hurt.
It's literally so hard not to just start crying every single moment. I can't stop thinking about you. Thinking about what you did. Why did you break my heart when you promised me you'd never hurt me in this way cause I'd been hurt like this before? Why did you drive off without saying good-bye? What did I do so wrong to deserve this?


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Work

Seriously do not want to go to work today.
I barely got any sleep and even though I ate next to nothing, I feel like I'm going to puke


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2014

Dear 2014, what the fuck did I do to piss you off so bad?


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Today

Woke up this morning so excited for the day. Got myself all pretty and ready and couldn't wait for everything
Now I'm laying in bed, sleeping in the clothes I wore all day.
That's the kind of day it's been


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Games

I can't decide if I want to delete games off my phone!! I never play them, but when I am that bored and I see hungry shark, it's such a wonderful feeling

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Disney

While getting ready, I like to listen to Disney fireworks! Makes me remember my second home and smile from all the amazing memories I share with people from those days. Like when we'd dance around to illuminations


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Crisis!

Crisis!
I can't find my markers!!


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10:30

Not even 10:30 and I'm already done all the chores I had planned to do today! Woot!


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Sleep

Being a person who very rarely gets a good nights sleep, nothing can describe how it feels when I wake up after sleeping soundlessly for a good 8 hours!


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Mondays

Ok! I need to know! What crazy shit goes down on Mondays? Cause driving to High River today, saw 2 cop cars. Driving home, I counted 4!


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Florida Georgia Line

Anything Goes is out! And I don't have it yet?!

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Customers

Angry customer: I'm not mad at you, this is just frustrating.
Well how about you don't be a total bitch to me then! Cause it isn't my fault and I'm sick of listening to you scream at me for something I know nothing about and have zero control over!
I never understand why people think as soon as they walk into a store, employees are expected to bow down to them and treat them like they are Queen or something! People need to calm down when they are in retail locations. Sometimes we don't have things in stock and sometimes I don't know what you are talking about. I will do what I can to help you! But it seriously gets very hard not to scream back at some people when I am doing everything I can to help them and they are being beyond ridiculous about something I literally have no control over.


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Decorations

Finally getting decorations and shelfs and couches set up to finally make our home complete!


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Varage sale

Today is a good day for me on Varage sale!!!

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BED!!

Tayler has just informed me this walk through is not at 8 exactly! They emailed her informing her it'll be anytime between 8 and 12!!!


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30 days

We've definitely been living in this house for over 30 days! But because the building company kinda sucks, they scheduled our 30 days walk through when we were on vacation! So it's re-scheduled to today! At 8 AM! After we didn't get home till after 3! Needless to say, they better not mind me being in my batman Jammies for this walk through, cause I am going back to bed as soon as it's over!

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Sad

It's like I'm nothing but a punching bag to everyone. Sure, sometimes you all say nice things, but I'm always the one getting beating up by you all with the things you say

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Weekend

Working today then got my weekend!
But I have zero plans and all I can say is, I'm really looking forward to next weekend!

Hooray

It's a good sign when someone sees something you made and asks where you bought it!
Nope! I made it!

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Arts & Crafts

Just in time for Halloween!


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Yum

Milk & Cookies !!
Cause I'm an adult!


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2nd

Consistently feeling like I'm 2nd in your life.
I know you have more people in your life, but it would be nice if i could feel like I do matter to you even a little


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Today

Feeling like absolute and total crap. Having such a bad day and nothing is making it any better. My stomach hurts and I feel like crying.
Doesn't help that I'm stuck here watching the stupid walking dead. Doesn't help that the one person I actually want to talk to isn't texting me back. Just really wanna go home and lay in bed.


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Trapped

Sister and brother are watching the walking dead!
Might use the rest of my phone battery so I don't actually have to watch

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Hooray

Finally got out of bed and feeling productive!
Figured out my school registration and my health insurance!

You?

Why must you make me feel bad for something I can not control?

Today

I had a whole list of things to do today, and now that I'm awake, all I want to do is lay in bed.

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Thanksgiving

Spent Sunday with Geoff and his family! Had such an amazing time and got to meet his sis and grandma!!! So happy to feel welcome by his family!
Today, Geoff came to my family thanksgiving! Met the whole huge family and so happy!
I'm thankful for my family! For my big sister who means the world to me! Best room mate ever!
I'm thankful to my friends who have been there for me throughout everything. Lord knows I went through some shitty few months and my friends and family were there for me the whole time.
And I'm thankful for my Geoffrey. Thank you for taking care of me and making me feel wonderful! You are incredible and I am beyond happy I have you in my life.
Thank you everyone! I love you with all my heart

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Birthday

My Birthday festivities have concluded today after having dinner with my best girl Kate!!
Now onto Thanksgiving festivities!


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Today

Literally, this whole day just went completely and totally downhill and there isn't much sign of it looking up! So ready to crawl into bed and sleep and be done with this day!!


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So done

Can't stand it!
I am in such a happy mood! Everything is going so great! And literally in 10 seconds you totally ruin it! Trying so hard not to burst into tears! Fucking can't stand how I get treated by you!

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22!

Shots! Limo! Ranchmans!
Such a fun night with my ladies last night for my 22nd Birthday!! Danced all night and had such a great time!!















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Ladies Night

Beyond excited for tonight!! Work can be over as soon as possible!!!
Soooo excited for my ladies/Birthday night!!! Bought some awesome things! Like Birthday cake vodka!!! Yum!!!


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Returns

Learning how to work at a new department today !!

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Just me

Just me! Organizing my life all cozy in bed


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Friends

Me: what kind of appetizers do you like?
Kendra: food
Me: this is why we're friends


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Disney

I want all these things!!!! Not even for Halloween!! Just because


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Dinner

Got invited to Geoff's family's thanksgiving dinner!!! Beyond excited!!!


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Nose bleed

I woke up at 4 AM with a nose bleed!! Luckily was able to get to the bathroom without it getting on the carpet, my bed sheets or my Jammies, but my bathroom this morning, looked like a murder scene !!


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Lush

Bought some new face stuff from Lush the other day! Have to say, the moisturizer smells sooooo good!!! It is actually a relaxing smell!! Maybe this stuff will help me sleep as well as keep my face from drying up!!!
Lush=Magic

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Phone Case

New phone case came in the mail today!!!! Most amazing thing ever!!


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Birthday

Well today was my birthday!!
Got lots of texts and lots of posts on Facebook!
I can't believe I am 22!
Thanks for all the birthday wishes from everyone!
Thanks to my mom and sister for the presents
And again, mommy, for the very yummy birthday dinner :)
Let's hope 22 has as many ups as 21 did but less downs. I'm looking forward to a new year!

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Break

Got an extra break today cause it's my bday!! Thank you!!


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Calaway Park

Spent my 20 in Walt Disney World
My 21 in Disneyland
So for my 22, Geoff took me to Calaway Park!!!


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This year

This has been one crazy year!!! Can't really say I enjoyed being 21 nor did I hate it! Got to spend my first day of being 21 in Disneyland with my best friend! I went through some crazy things this year!
I moved out of my parents house into my own place with my sis!
Got an amazing job, but soon lost that job because of tests I did not pass.
But I did meet someone amazing in my life. Literally fell into my life at a time I really needed some happiness.
Thank you to all my incredible friendships who got me through the hard times and were there with me through the great times!
Let's make being 22 a great time!!



Disneyland with Tay


Halloween


My second tattoo


Visiting my friends in Disney World




Florida Georgia Line with Kate


Disneyland Paris


Geoffrey

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Happy Birthday

Happy 22nd Birthday to me!!!


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Birthday Weekend

Just spend the most amazing weekend with Geoff!!
Thanks for a really amazing birthday weekend!!


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How I Met your Mother

I hate Robin from How I met your Mother!
She is the most selfish character and I'm so mad at how it ends!!! Bullshit!!


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Today

What I thought was going to be a great day is already turning into an awful day!!
Ready to crawl back into bed and cry


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Work

Ummmm how come I didn't get paid??


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Bday weekend

Almost done work and then my bday weekend can commence !!!!


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