Annoyed

It's starting to piss me off that mom has to point out my weight everyday. I already can't get a nice tan cause I have to wear a swim suit that covers most of my body. It bugs me that Tay and I make plans to walk around outside the hotel and do some shopping and then when I bring it up she acts like we never made these plans and she doesn't want to go, so we have another day of doing nothing at all but sit by the pool. There's only so much of that I can do before I want to kill myself.