Disney World

I just want Disney World to be tomorrow!!
I work so much up until my trip, which is awesome cause I'll be able to pay everything for the trip off without struggling!
I actually can't wait!
Seriously, when I'm having a bad night, I just think about how soon it is until my awesome vacation and I can not wait!!

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Screaming children

Child screaming so hard at Home Depot today!
Logan: wow someone isn't happy
Me: if that kid does not stop screaming, I'm going to walk up and tell him Santa doesn't exist!


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???

8 AM and I am wide awake??? What's going on?? I didn't fall asleep until probably around 2 !!!
What is life?


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Memory cards

I ordered 10 memory cards so I could vlog like mad while in Disney World. Still have not arrived!!
I still have 2 months before I go but I'm getting nervous!!

If all else fails, I'll buy one from Best Buy and just have to bring my laptop to Disney with me and load all the footage on each night


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Thanks pup

I think weas knew I was mad at him about what he did last night, so he let me sleep in this morning :)
I will admit, I feel a lot happier now.
Now to get up and do 10 thousand chores!!!
So much laundry to do today


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Damnit

So excited to be home and sleeping in my own bed! Then weasley went and peed on my bed!!!! What the hell!!!!!!!


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Resort

One more payment and resort and dining plan will be completely paid off!!!


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Work

Even though I'm pushing myself to wake up even though I'm so tired, and all I'm saying to myself is, one more shift, you can do this, the sad truth is, I only have one day off and then I'm back to work

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Bed

Off to bed!!! One more day shift at the hospital then I can go home and me and my tv can do some serious damage in the form of Disney Movies !


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Work

Work! You are ruining the little time I have left for my Disney movie marathon!!!
I have 99 movies to go and only 69 days to watch them in!!
At least I'm almost done the tv shows I had that have 600 minute volumes!


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So done

The only thing getting me through all the complete bullshit in my life right now is the fact that in 2 months I'm going to my favourite place in the world, when I come home, I'll hopefully have things more figured out and I won't be dealing with the biggest piece of stress I have in my life right now.

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Almost there

Today marks 2 more months until Disney World !!! Words can't describe how excited I am getting!!! Soon I'm going to start packing and before I know it, I'll be off to the airport for the most anticipated vacation ever !!


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Work

What once was

Wednesday: 4 hour Home Depot
Thursday: 5 hour shift Home Depot
Friday: day shift at the hospital

Is now

Wednesday: day shift at the hospital followed but a 4 hour shift at Home Depot
Thursday: day shift at the hospital followed but a 5 hour shift at Home Depot
Friday: day shift at the hospital

Less sleep, more driving, but more money for Disney World

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My day

Went to my parents house today to watch the soccer game and have dinner.
Stayed until about 8:30 pm.
Got home and took weasley for a walk with Tay. While on the walk, I got a call from work asking if I wanted to come in for a shift in the morning. HELLS YA I DO !!
Got back in my car and drove back to my parents house to sleep over so my Pop could drive me in the morning.
Not even mad cause every shift is another dollar towards Disney World!!

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Work

Got called in for a shift tomorrow!!! More money for Disney World!!

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Make-up

Just ordered the Graveyard Girl palate from Sephora!! So excited to get it!!


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My day

I had such a good day!!
Did some filming, watched some more movies for my marathon, and went to the mall with my sis (going to miss that so bad). I decided to go to bed early(ish) tonight cause I'm going to go scrapbook tomorrow which I haven't done in a while so I'm excited!! Get me even more excited for Disney World in 66 days!


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Friends ?

Seriously? Where are all my friends when I need them?


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Packing

Packing for moving
Packing for Disney World

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Feeling sad

No matter what I'm doing. No matter who I'm with, I always feel alone.

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68 Days

68 more days until I go to Disney World!!! I am so excited I can't even think straight!!! I work a ton in July which is going to help time fly and help pay for everything!!


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99% done

So done with today!!
I'm so sick of feeling alone! I'm so sick of these "friends" I thought I had who barely have a moment of time for me ever!
Nothing is going right for me today and I'm just done with it all! All I want is to go back to bed and cry.


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Depressed

I'm starting to feel depressed again
I feel like any of the friends I have are slowly drifting away from me. I feel like they have other "more important" things in their life and I'm just not important enough to them anymore.
I'm losing my best friend in the whole world so soon and it's actually the most heartbreaking thing I've ever had to deal with. But what makes it worse is I feel like I have absolutely no one to talk to about it.
I look at the people I consider my best friends and wonder if they ever consider me a best friend. I wonder just how much I mean to them.
I feel like at the end of the day, I'm the last person anyone is going to defend and that no one is ever going to come to my rescue. No matter how many times I've been there for people, no one is ever going to be there for me.
It would just be nice to have one person in my life who actually cares about me.
I don't remember the last time I was with a group of people and didn't feel 100% left out and alone.
In fact, I feel more alone when I'm surrounded by people I considered my friends, then when I'm actually alone.

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Eight below

I forgot how amazing and sad the movie eight below is!!!


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Sleep

Had the best sleep last night that I've gotten in a really long time.
Felt so good to be in my own bed and not have to get up at all for anything.
Don't get me wrong from my last few blogs, I love my job! But the last few weeks of my life have been absolutely insane, even my days off haven't felt like days off. So today is going to be so relaxing and I'm so looking forward to just doing things that calm me down.


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My day

Finally home from work and couldn't be happier !!
It feels so good to be sleeping in my own bed and actually getting to sleep in for the first time in weeks!


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My day

At job 2, 5 hour shift and I'm out of here!!!
I'm about ready to die I'm so tired

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My day

Arrived at job one of two for today.
I already know I'm working with the one person who still treats me like I can't do anything right at my job.
Let's get this over with.


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Countdown

I'm awake
18 hours until I'm done work and can go home to my own bed and finally legitimately relax and sleep for the first time in weeks


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So done

As much as I love working at the hospital and I love getting hours, after tomorrow, I really hope I don't get called in for a few days. I am beyond exhausted! I haven't had a good sleep in days because I'm so stressed and feeling my anxiety hitting me like a sack of bricks.
All I want is to lay in my own bed, sleep, cry about my shitty life and not have to answer to anyone


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:(

I wish I remembered what it was like to know that someone cared about me


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Exhausted

Words can not express just how exhausted I am!!
Been working like a mad woman! Back and forth between 2 jobs. Spent the whole weekend in wedding mode helping out my best friend with her special day!
Looking forward to my single day off tomorrow before having 2 18 hour days in a row!!
Also doesn't help that I'm stressed and upset about certain things beyond belief so it's actually been really difficult for me to even get any sleep.


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Almost here

Can't believe my best friend in the world is getting married tomorrow!!!


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Work is a joke

I'm so over this place!! I have a million things to do but because the manager walked by, I have to stand outside in the cold waiting on zero customers!!


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