Vacation

Leaving for vacation tonight on the red eye!!


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Last day

Day 6/6!!!! Going on vacation tomorrow!!
But first, Disney on ice tonight!!!


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Friends?

What's the point anymore?
Everyone I ever thought was my best friend clearly doesn't consider me a best friend.
It's only a matter of time before I become nothing in your life


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Sad evening

All I wish is that for once, I was important to someone.
I know that everyone has stuff going on in their lives. But it would be nice if it felt like someone actually cared about me.
I told friend yesterday how nervous I was. And would a single one message me today and ask if I'm feeling ok? Doesn't look like it.
I literally spend everyday of my life sad because no matter what, I will never be important enough for someone to care about me. There will always be someone who comes before me. No matter what we've been through together, it crushes me to know that I'm not even important enough in your life anymore to receive a little text every now and then.
I feel like you don't tell me anything about your life anymore and that makes me so sad. At one point we were best friends and now I honestly don't remember the last time you called me that. It just hurts a lot and I don't know how much longer I can live like this. Pretending I'm ok with everything when in reality, I get pushed further and further to the side everyday

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Sleep

Slept surprisingly ok considering how nervous I am for today
Just trying to keep my doubts to a minimum and hoping this goes well.
Looking forward to the fact that I get to sleep in tomorrow morning.

Work day 3/6


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Time

All I want is to fast forward

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Sleep

Lord knows I'm not going to get a single bit of sleep tonight
I'm so scared and nervous right now


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Sunday

Another exhausting Sunday at Home Depot!!
Seriously people, have some fucking courtesy and call in!! Don't just not show up for your shift!!! So fucking disrespectful


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:(

I feel like no matter what happens, I will always be the one left in the dust. No matter what, I'll always be everyone's last choice


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Nervous

I have to update my laptop!
Praying it doesn't delete all my footage from iMovie off like it did last time!!


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SO EXCITED

So excited for this movie!!!!

Long day

After getting no sleep last night then working a full shift, which felt even longer when people don't show up for their shift, I'm finally off to bed!! Really hoping to sleep through the night


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So tired

On a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being how badly I don't want to go to work, I'm sitting at about a 15. So exhausted!! Got almost no sleep last night


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WHAT

Wal-Mart is no longer on Ebates!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!?


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No looking forward to this

I got zero sleep last night!
And today is one of my famous 15 hour work days!
So not looking forward to this!
I really just want to go back to bed right now.


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Underworld

I'm watching Underworld Evolution and Tayler comes home right about at the ending
Tayler: eww why is she drinking his blood??
Me: cause he told her too
Tayler: so??? If someone told me to drink their blood I wouldn't!

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Laundry

"Can I eat it?"


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Sad

Feeling sad.


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Not bedtime yet

Not quite bedtime yet. Just laying on my legs! I love this little wiener


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No socks !!

The fact that I didn't put on socks today confirms the fact that I had a productive day!


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New Vlog

Money

So proud of where I am financial right now considering how bad it was a few months ago!!
I know I've had my moments where I was like, holy balls, I need this thing that i 100% do not need. But I feel like if I really stick with what I'm doing right now for the next couple months, I will be 100% ok and be able to save up all the money I need for Disney World


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Work

Had the busiest day at work ever today! The second unit clerk called in sick so I was all by myself for the first time! It was absolute madness! But I'm so proud of myself for pulling through!
Now I'm ready for bed and it's not even ten


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Reservations

Day 9 (best day ever)
Breakfast at 8:15 at Crystal Palace at Magic Kingdom
Late lunch at 4:20 at (OH MY GOSH) Be Our Guest!!!!!!

One more reservation to book and our eating plans are complete !!! I'm so excited and can't wait!!!!


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Disney reservations

Intensely waiting for morning to find out if we got our last reservations



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New Vlog

Reservations

Day 8
Lunch at Hollywood and Vine at 12 pm at Disney's Hollywood Studios


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Tired boy

Tired boy falling asleep l during movie night


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Reservations

Day 5
Afternoon Tea at the Grand Floridian at 2:30 pm

Day 6
Late lunch/early dinner at Biergarten (my favourite restaurant at Disney World) in the Germany pavilion in Epcot at 3 pm

Only 3 more days left of reservations!!!


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Nap time

I love when this little guy takes naps with him !!!


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