Friends?

When I first got here, I had a bunch of friends
I was never bored cause I always had someone
Now I feel so lonely almost all the time
What happened to the so-called friends I used to have?
The people I used to have so much fun with going to parks and going to movies and such?
Now I sit at home feeling completely and totally ignored by pretty much everyone
Even when I see you at work or something, you are like, where have you been? I haven't seen you in forever.
I don't know, I tried texting you a couple months ago just for you to totally ignore it and never text me back
Did I do something to piss you off or something?
Cause last time I checked, it was you who ignored my message
It was you who completely blew me off
It was you who promised me we'd do all these awesome things together and then just never ever pull through with it.
I am so done trying
I am so done with all this shit
Sometimes, all I want to do is move back home where I have actual friends who want to spend time with me