Sick of this

I'm sick of whenever we both have a night off and I want to spend time with you, you decide to make other plans with people who aren't leaving for Florida in less then a month. And even though I ask you a few days in advance, you say maybe, but then something better always comes up

I'm sick of when I again want to spend time with you, you always go over to our cousins house to hang out and watch movies. Okay, if you were going out with your friends, this wouldn't bug me so much, but she's my cousin too. Is it such a big deal that I come along too? Makes me feel like neither of you wants to see me or spend any time with me before I leave.

I'm sick of when you actually want to do something with me and then I can't cause I've been planning something with my friends for a couple of weeks, you're a bitch about it and make me feel bad that I can't go. Maybe I also want to spend time with my friends now that they're out of school and I don't have a lot of time left with them. You're 100% coming to visit me when I move. You're flights already booked. They aren't! Some 100% can't come see me. So for a whole year, the most I'm going to see a couple of my best friends in the whole world is over Skype.

I'm sick of you making me feel sad one day cause everything else in the world comes before me. And then the next day making me feel mad, frustrated and upset cause I can't do something.