Stupid

It's a really stupid thought, but I really feel sometimes like people are cutting me out of their lives.
It's really great when people message me, or when people ask me to hang out once and a while.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the one doing all the work to make some of these friendships last.
That I'm no longer important to people now that they have new friends.
Once again, I know I'm leaving, but it will make me feel a lot better to know people are going to be there for me.