Today

So much to do! But so excited :) !!


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Tomorrow

Please let things go well. I can't handle this heart wrenching gut feeling in my stomach. Just want to cry my eyes out all the time.

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Ugh

Had such a great day! Starting to feel better
But lying here in bed just makes me think and all my thoughts make me feel sick and make me so sad.
I just want to be done with this all!
Why can't I ever be totally happy?
Why can't anything in my life ever work out good?
How is it that some people go through life getting everything handed to them and I'm stuck here feeling like I'll never amount to anything even though I try so damn hard all the time.
It's not fair.
What did I do so wrong to deserve this?


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Music

Anything can be fixed with a little help from Backstreet Boys, Hedley and Cher!


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Feeling sick

I want to stop thinking about this. I want this nasty feeling in my stomach gone!


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Sleep

Was up for over 24 hours
Went to sleep at 11:30 but could not fall asleep until around 2 then woke up at 4 feeling sick. Could not fall asleep again till 5 and woke up at 7:30. Some sleep that was

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Your fault

I blame you for the fact that I can't sleep!
Which is stupid cause I literally went over 24 hours without sleep

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