So excited

So excited!! Imagine Dragons tomorrow with my bro!!! Can't wait!!! It's going to be a blast and a half!!


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??

What does it feel like to matter to someone? Have someone love you? Have them treat you like you're perfect? Make you feel like no matter what happens, they will always be there for you?


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Happy?

It seriously feels like someone is looking down on me and preventing me from ever being happy.
I work so hard at work and school and sometimes it just feels like it's not good enough.
I try so hard to be a good person and yet I'm always the one who is always crying and always upset because it's like I can never have anything fair happen to me.
I feel like every friend I have ever had and every person I have ever cared about has stabbed me in the back when all I have ever tried to do was be a good friend.
I don't understand what I did to deserve all this, but I seriously can not take it anymore


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Some friendship

It doesn't really count as talking when literally the only time I ever get to talk to you is from 7-8 in the morning.
You're my best friend and I really wish you would actually talk to me once and a while!
This is bullshit!!
Some friendship!


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I can't do this

I can't do this anymore! Just tell me you don't want me in your life anymore so I can move on and try to forget about you!
I hate that this is what has ruined our friendship! I hate that a while ago, you told me my friendship to you would always come first! Well clearly it doesn't!


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And..

I was feeling a lot better.
And now once again, it's like you don't fucking care at all! Can you at least pretend I matter to you?


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Happy

I don't think you realize how happy it makes me just getting a text from you. I miss you so much.


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