I am sick

If there were any doubts that I was sick, here's my night table


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A sign

If I could get some kind of a sign letting me know I didn't make a horrible mistake. That I didn't completely fuck up my life. That one day I will be happy again, then I know I'll be able to sleep tonight.


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Scrapbooking

Beyond excited to spend tomorrow with my grandma scrapbooking away
Maybe throwing myself into it and remembering my life in Florida will remind me what it's like to feel happiness.
Slowly feel myself slipping back into being depressed

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I want to go back

I dreamt last night that all my friends from school and I were in Disney World doing the CRP program!! That would probably be the greatest time ever!!


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Looking up

Things are already starting to look up! Made plans to go to my grandmas and scrapbook tomorrow :)


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Sleep is good

I ended up getting some sleep and I'm feeling better. The logical side of my brain has taken over and is like, calm the f down jodey!

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Bed

When I lay in bed and try to sleep, I imagine things in my head. I don't ever imagine myself or my future. I make up imaginary people and think of things
But of course, on a evening like now where I am feeling like shit, all i can think is, what if I never get this in my own life?


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Stuck

Right now, I don't know what to do. I don't know who I can turn too. A few weeks ago I was finally feeling happy for the first time in a really long time. And now I feel like I'm back down that road of sadness.

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Feeling worse

I don't know why I did that?
I woke up in a huge coughing fit and laid in bed not being able to fall back asleep
Decided to do a little wandering
And now I feel even more sick then I did before!
Fuck!
God I am so sick of being lied to by my so called friends and I can't stand it anymore!
Definitely will not be sleeping anymore tonight!
I just wish for once in my life when I finally feel happy, like my life is going somewhere positive, IT WOULD FUCKING STAY THERE


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So done

You know that feeling you get when you just wanna throw yourself in front of a bus?


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Ugh

Having such a shitty day
I'm so sick
Had to go to work where people just took an extra dose of bitchy
And just felt all day like once again, I mean absolutely nothing to people.
Sometimes it's like, what's the point anymore?


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Still sick

Still sick! Coughing so bad but I don't feel like I'm going to throw up every second, so I guess I'll go to work today


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Soup

Someone please bring me some soup!

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Ugh

I haven't slept in 3 days. I feel like I'm going to puke. Finally getting decent hours at work and I have to call in cause I'm worried I might throw up everywhere!
This is not what I needed right now! I'm so sick of this all! I'm so done trying to be a good friend. And this is what it gets me!


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Done

I'm so done with this! I'm sick and tired of being there for people over and over again! Having them tell me how to make decisions in my life, and then when I tell them my opinion on something, they completely throw it to the side and ignore what I've said all together. All I have ever done is try to be a good friend. Try to give advice and my opinion. And basically have it thrown in my face that nothing I say will ever matter! So completely done! Don't ask for my opinion ever again if you are going to completely ignore it. And don't come crying to me when what I said was going to happen does! I'm done being a "caring" and "good" friend if this is all it ever gets me. All you're going to get from me from now on is, "I told you so"


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Sick

I hate my body!
Finally getting some decent hours at work, and I have to call in cause I feel like absolute shit! Once again, wishing for once, things could work out good in my life. But clearly they aren't.


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Dinner

I made salmon, rice and broccoli all by myself! I feel like such a grown up :)

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Return policies

I seriously don't understand return policies at stores! If I haven't taken the tags off things and I haven't washed them, I don't see why I shouldn't be able to return them? Sometimes people can be indecisive and take a while to decide whether or not they want an item. It's so frustrating when they are like, "well it's been over 30 days" and that's it? Like seriously? There is nothing wrong with this item! I just changed my mind! I'm the person who has no problem with store credit so if it's given to me, no problem! I'll take it! At some point in time, I'll find something I like there. But it's so annoying when they won't do anything about it! I seriously will no longer shop at stores with a shitty return policy! I can't be the only one! Like places should be losing business when they have dumb as policies like this for clothes!


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No sleep

Got almost no sleep last night! Can't wait to get off work and come home to my cozy bed

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Second semester

Second semester of school had been paid for
Thank you to my awesome parents who have helped me pay for school so I can grow up and get a real job lol


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Allll right

I spent $100 at Sephora, got home and got a notification that they are having an online sale! Re-purchased everything online that i bought in store, going to return what I bought it store! Saved myself like $20 bucks!!!
This day has been a big fat success!!


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Sleep

Waking up after staying up late and having an amazing sleep is the best feeling ever


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Tay and Jode conversations

Tayler: Do you want to order Swiss Chalet for dinner? I have a coupon
Jodey: sure
Tayler: it's delivery, so you call
Jodey: fine, but you have to answer the door
Tayler: but I'm in my pyjamas
Jodey: me too! And I already left the house today! It's your turn!


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So cold

So cold so I laid my heated blanket out on my bed and I'm laying on top of it!
Why did I never think of this before! I'm brilliant!!


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Imagine Dragons

Going to see Imagine Dragons on June 5 with my little bro!!! So excited!! Going to be so much fun!!


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Sleep in

It's a happy day in Jodey's life when I get to sleep in until 8 :)


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My bed

I had to rearrange my pillows in order to study in my room on my bed (if I study anywhere else I get distracted with the TV). Now my pillow nest has been ruined!! Took so long to get my nest perfect and exactly how I liked it! Now it'll take months to get it back!
First world problems


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Studying

Well with a couple breaks in between, I have been studying since 9 this morning. Not quite 12 hours because I did have a couple breaks to eat and whatnot.
I'm calling it for the evening! Time for a shower then bed

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Med term

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Sleep

I love waking up after having an absolutely amazing sleep!
Last night I studied until about 11:30 at night and I watched a little youtube until 12:30 and then past out. I woke up at 9 and literally nothing woke me up! Usually my sister opening the garage door to go to work wakes me a little but not today!
Such a great sleep!
Definitely needed that after a crazy week of tests and presentations!


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Studying

One more online quiz then I'll go to bed!
So much studying



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Last day

Last day of semester one!!!


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Mmm

Dad: do any of you guys like sushi?
Mom: I like California rolls
Jamie: I like spring rolls
Me: I like cinnamon rolls

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This week

2 tests down and 1 to go!
Presented project yesterday!
Got 86% and 80% on my 2 tests!
Feeling very good and somewhat more prepared for finals


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Pack pack

I'll pack you in the morning


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Fgl no more

Just realized I left my Florida Georgia Line CD in my old car :(
It's a sad day at Jodey's house


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Shopping

Having one of those days where all I want to do is some online shopping! Who wants to give me their credit card number?

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Bed

Laying in bed this morning, i checked my paycheck, paid my MasterCard and never left the comfort of my pillow nest! What was life like before smart phones?

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Sleep

Feels so good to sleep in ! These next couple weeks are going to be madness but I'm looking forward to finishing up my first semester of school!

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Haha

Me: yes! I get paid on Friday! I feel like it's been a million years since I got paid!
Morgan: did you just say it's been a million years since you got laid?
Me: haha no paid! But that too!


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Hooray! Hours!

Freaked out for a second thinking, why the hell am I working so much! But I remembered I asked work if I could have full time hours during my exam break!! Thanks work! You're the best!


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Train driver

I would like to give a shout out the the guy driving the train this morning! I got to the station and the train was there. The driver waited for me while I quickly ran and validated my ticket and even opened a door for me to get on!
Thank you!
Finally a good experience on Calgary transit

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Goodbye

Had to say goodbye to my first car. My Nissan Sentra! It was a good little car and lasted till the end! Many memories were made in this car as it was both me and my sister's first car! I will miss it! Thanks for getting me around little guy!


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Taking the train

This is my rant about why I hate taking the train
1: people seem to think personal hygiene does not matter! I am always standing by the man who smells like he hasn't showered in months
2: if you are standing, hold on to a pole! I get bumped into people a million times because they are standing and decide to read. So when the train stops, they fall back into people
3: I never sit on the train! I always stand right by the door so I don't have to push my way through people go get off at my stop.
4: when it is time for me to get off, people standing on the platform trying to get on the train, move out of the way and let people off! Don't stand in their way or try to push past everyone to get on! Wait for 3 seconds for everyone to get off and then you can get on

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