Today

So much to do! But so excited :) !!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Tomorrow

Please let things go well. I can't handle this heart wrenching gut feeling in my stomach. Just want to cry my eyes out all the time.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Ugh

Had such a great day! Starting to feel better
But lying here in bed just makes me think and all my thoughts make me feel sick and make me so sad.
I just want to be done with this all!
Why can't I ever be totally happy?
Why can't anything in my life ever work out good?
How is it that some people go through life getting everything handed to them and I'm stuck here feeling like I'll never amount to anything even though I try so damn hard all the time.
It's not fair.
What did I do so wrong to deserve this?


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Music

Anything can be fixed with a little help from Backstreet Boys, Hedley and Cher!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Feeling sick

I want to stop thinking about this. I want this nasty feeling in my stomach gone!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Sleep

Was up for over 24 hours
Went to sleep at 11:30 but could not fall asleep until around 2 then woke up at 4 feeling sick. Could not fall asleep again till 5 and woke up at 7:30. Some sleep that was

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Your fault

I blame you for the fact that I can't sleep!
Which is stupid cause I literally went over 24 hours without sleep

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

4:14

It is 4:14 in the morning
I am sitting in the bathroom cause I woke up feeling so sick!
How's your evening going?

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Thank you

I would just like to say thank you to a certain person! Not the person who my last 2 blogs have been about, but someone else!
If it weren't for you, I'd be a lot more mad right now


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

You're on

2 can play at this game!
What's it called? Oh yes! Pretending things you said 2 weeks ago were the truth and completely removing my existence from your life!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Dick

In case you cared
you are officially the biggest dick I have ever met!
I am so happy to clean you out of my life and try and forget every moment I ever spent with you!
I seriously can't believe you! You are such a liar and the biggest asshole ever!
Whatever, I hope you are fucking happy. I hope you can lie to her better then you lied to me!

Home

Well home from vacation!
Had a lovely trip!
I really enjoyed Disneyland Pairs and I loved being in Germany and seeing my family and eating so much German food!
Wasn't the biggest fan of Paris/France but whatever. It was awesome seeing Notre Dame!
I am happy to be home though!

Packing

It was a very long day
Did so much laundry!
Went through so many clothes!
Rushed to Wal Mart for last minute things!
Finally will be totally packed in the morning with last minute things!
I am so excited for our vacation!
Need a good night rest then long 8 hour flight to Germany!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

My sis

I would like to point out that my sis and I made a mad dash to Wal mart in the pouring rain and hail to buy an iPad, just so she could buy the Harry potter's and have them in a digital form

Also like to point out that she now owns 3 different copies of all the Harry potter books


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Food

Soooooo hungry right now! Someone bring me chips!!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

=)

Finally starting to feel better about everything
After the world dealt me a shitty hand and I spent the last couple months feeling depressed cause it felt like my whole world was caving in on me, I am finally waking up with a smile on my face
I am excited for my trip that is coming up soon, I am looking forward to seeing my family across the world and going to Disneyland Paris
I'm getting myself back into the things I love and enjoy like painting and scrapbooking. These are things I always need to continue working at because it relaxes me so much just sitting at the table and painting the day away
When I get home from this trip, I have to start looking for a job but I am excited for it and I am going to work hard and in January, I will be able to go back to school and learn again
Things may be rough, but I can't wait to see how the next few months of my life play out

Book

Took me FOREVER but I finally finished this book! Best ending ever! Can't wait for the 3rd!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Painting

Painting makes me smile!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Shark week

Won't be home for shark week?
Thank goodness for PVR ! Going to have so much sharky goodness to watch when I return home!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Best friend

So excited for my best friend to come over today and see my new house!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Day

So much to do
Don't want to get out of bed


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Smiles

I haven't had this feeling in a really long time. I forgot how it feels and I like it!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Today

Right about ready to go home and lay on the couch and watch Netflix!
How is it that I was drunk last night but didn't get a hangover till later in the day?


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone